Sunday, December 30, 2007
SISPEC ...
SISPEC is ... dunno what to say ... every morning 2km run ... then got do 4km endurance run and soc intro ... the 700m and 600m run is a killer ... really shag until wah ... can die ah ... but the food is much better than bmtc ... but the training must be tough if not cannot lah ... the bunk is bigger and good sia ... the shower is good ... when the weather hot the water is hot ... when weather cold ... the water also wun be as cold as bmtc one ... dunno why ... anyway only first week past ... hope no tekan pls ...
Friday, December 21, 2007
miseppointed and disarable ...
okay i'm feeling miserable and disappointed in myself ... why ? ... first of all ... i didn't get into airforce ... so i'm kind of sad ... but then no choice suck thumb ... then 2ndly ... i have to do guard duty tmr so later booking in ... even more emo ... why i do guard duty ? ... cause thx to my buddy ... cause he forget bring thing so the sgt say i no ensuse ... okay lor wtf ... suck thumb ... so buddy you owe me not one but two !!! ... how come 2 ? ... cause two times lor ... first time okay i nth to say really no remind him ... 2nd time i remind him ... he say its in its in ... turn out not in ... so everyone i advise you to physically check to save your own ass ... but then again ... suck thumb ... no choice ... he's my buddy also cannot blame him ... so suck thumb ... so after these 2 rite ... i'm feeling soo damn emo ... so i decided to go out to take a walk ... walk at vivo there ... turn out it makes me miserable and disappointed ...
so i stop at outram and go NEL ... then i see a girl ... yes its always girls that make me miserable and disappointed ... so first glance hey not bad ... then go in train she stand opposite me ... plently of time to see her ... she wore a black shirt with i dunno what type of cutting and a dunno what colour demin skirt and she carry a bag which i also dunno what colour and long hair using a Nokia phone i think that can be slided ... there are weird colours that can't be described nowadays ... see and see and see and see even more and continue seeing until i'm like hey this girl is really good ... its what happen like the ice skating girl only its see for a short period of time ... so reach harbour front and we get out and poof off she goes to meet her friend ... so i'm in this mood where i'm thinking wtf i'm doing ... again and again ... i dun dare to approach girls ... this is the disappointed part ... so farking disappointed in myself ... then later while trying to find her in vivo i go best and i see another girl ... another disappointed ... i keep hanging around the printer area and see and see and keep seeing and see until cannot stop seeing until she's gone and poof ... she's wearing a white shirt with dunno what colour hot pants ... again and again and again ... so all in all ... so far as i can remember ... i'm disappointed in myself for 4 times already ... one is a girl at bugis that looks like my idol aya ueto ... 2nd one is the ice skating girl ... 3rd and 4th i just mention ... disappointing ... i can't approach girls ... sad ... very disappointing ... why can't approach ... cause i no guts ... i dun dare to ... i dun even dare to talk to them ... what am i doing ... why why why ... tell me why ... maybe in my whole life i'll never succeed in approaching a girl ...
so now ... why miserable ? ... cause i'm starting to think like ahbao ... "where's my girlfriend" ... i really think its cause of NS ... you see alot ppl talking on the phone with their girlfriend every night then you start to wonder ... what am i missing out ... something in your life is missing ... the element of a other party ... its not present in our life ... then you see couples on the street you think again ... what is happening ... something is missing again ... a love that was supposed to be there but not there ... its ... lets say still not here ... we are here at this point of time where our primal urges start to kick in ... its what i'm lacking now ... so my primal urges is wanting something ... something some ppl have and hard to get ... thats why i feel miserable ... and of course its cause IF i maybe approach a girl and hey it works out ... so at least i wun feel that miserable rite ... at least i know i did managed to approach a girl and it worked ... maybe it can go further ... but whatever ... its not happening ... NS kills us all ... okay ... not us but me only ... i'm think i'm going insane soon ... farkkkkkkkkkkk ... 10pm meet friend to book in ... bb ...
so i stop at outram and go NEL ... then i see a girl ... yes its always girls that make me miserable and disappointed ... so first glance hey not bad ... then go in train she stand opposite me ... plently of time to see her ... she wore a black shirt with i dunno what type of cutting and a dunno what colour demin skirt and she carry a bag which i also dunno what colour and long hair using a Nokia phone i think that can be slided ... there are weird colours that can't be described nowadays ... see and see and see and see even more and continue seeing until i'm like hey this girl is really good ... its what happen like the ice skating girl only its see for a short period of time ... so reach harbour front and we get out and poof off she goes to meet her friend ... so i'm in this mood where i'm thinking wtf i'm doing ... again and again ... i dun dare to approach girls ... this is the disappointed part ... so farking disappointed in myself ... then later while trying to find her in vivo i go best and i see another girl ... another disappointed ... i keep hanging around the printer area and see and see and keep seeing and see until cannot stop seeing until she's gone and poof ... she's wearing a white shirt with dunno what colour hot pants ... again and again and again ... so all in all ... so far as i can remember ... i'm disappointed in myself for 4 times already ... one is a girl at bugis that looks like my idol aya ueto ... 2nd one is the ice skating girl ... 3rd and 4th i just mention ... disappointing ... i can't approach girls ... sad ... very disappointing ... why can't approach ... cause i no guts ... i dun dare to ... i dun even dare to talk to them ... what am i doing ... why why why ... tell me why ... maybe in my whole life i'll never succeed in approaching a girl ...
so now ... why miserable ? ... cause i'm starting to think like ahbao ... "where's my girlfriend" ... i really think its cause of NS ... you see alot ppl talking on the phone with their girlfriend every night then you start to wonder ... what am i missing out ... something in your life is missing ... the element of a other party ... its not present in our life ... then you see couples on the street you think again ... what is happening ... something is missing again ... a love that was supposed to be there but not there ... its ... lets say still not here ... we are here at this point of time where our primal urges start to kick in ... its what i'm lacking now ... so my primal urges is wanting something ... something some ppl have and hard to get ... thats why i feel miserable ... and of course its cause IF i maybe approach a girl and hey it works out ... so at least i wun feel that miserable rite ... at least i know i did managed to approach a girl and it worked ... maybe it can go further ... but whatever ... its not happening ... NS kills us all ... okay ... not us but me only ... i'm think i'm going insane soon ... farkkkkkkkkkkk ... 10pm meet friend to book in ... bb ...
SISPEC ...
ahhh ... SISPEC is where i will be heading to ... sad ... i want airforce de ... but too bad ... oh well ... nth to say ... cause sad lah ...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
end of BMT life ...
BMT is over !!! ... WHEEEEEE ... finally 3 mths over ... so happy lor ... cause got block leave :X ... anyway these 3 mths was okay ... fun but also not fun ... i tell you all ... in NS rite its the ppl there that will make your life happy and fun de ... without them NS would be very boring ...
first of all i would like to say some stuff that i found out in the 3 mths ... some things i find abit dumb ... lets say 1 guy do something wrong ... like move in a file or whatever ... then they must punish the whole lot ... i reallyyyyyy don't understand why ... shouldn't they punish the one that is in the wrong only ? ... if you say no then something is wrong with you :X ... the army boast their meritocracy system ... where you will be awarded if you do good and 'condemmed' if you didn't do well ... so if those ppl who didn't move in a file get punished then wouldn't it not go hand in hand with the meritocracy system ? ... punishing ppl who are in the right ... yes you might think that its hard to pick out those who move ... so you have to punish all rite ... but then can't they based it on personal integrity ? ... lets say you move in a file and the sgt caught you ... so as a form of personal integrity you ownself down lah ... its just like owning up to something ... it will build a person character too ... the others who see it will also learn from the lesson ... so lets say if that person doesn't want to own up and the sgt knows that he did wrong ... then that person will get even more punishment ... wouldn't this be a good idea ? ... cause its really killing the whole flock just because of one black sheep ...
another thing is guard duty ... i really really dun understand why must do guard duty ... there are RP for a reason ... and if you say not enough RP rite but can't be ... i ask so many ppl and they say they want to be MP and if i'm not wrong some of MP will go RP ... so they should put some RP there ? ... cause i was thinking ... the 7 hours of uninterrupted rest ... all recruits need that for a safe training rite ... so those who do guard duty can't have that ... and thus = not safe training ... yes they do wear a tag but wth ... it will still kill them ... yes we are given until like 11am to rest but then sometimes after guard duty will have events that cannot be skipped ... so its kind of wtf ... you can't sleep much for the whole night and your rest is taken away which means even more unsafe training ... and sometimes your sgt like to kill you by giving stand by area ... so also can't rest ... so tell me wtf ??? ... we as recruits will feel very tired and will be unfit for training but sometimes suck thumb still must go ... so no choice ? ...
one more thing is cold water !!! ... maybe its me only lah ... but dun think so ... i hate cold water -_- ... after you bathe you feel so cold ... after fall sick how ... so also not good ... yes they will say make you get used to cold weather cause field camp all those is cold at night blah blah blah ... but wtf ... 3 mths and i'm still not used to cold water ... well i will never get used to it ... maybe should get excused from cold water and weather ...
another thing is stand by area ... why must stand by area ... just to check if your area is damn clean or not rite ? ... but then whats the point ? ... checking areas like under the cupboard ... under the bed that frame ... under the chair ... windows ... i really find it pointless ... under cupboard for what sia ... its not like rats will live there ... that frame of the bed also wtf ... i really dunno why must check that areas ... its not my sgt that do that only leh ... its written in the booklet that is in the bunk ... so really i dunno what is the real reason for stand by area ... if you say too much dust cause asthma then bullshit ... main land more dusty than my bunk ...
hmm other than that i dun see anything else to write ... anyway the first 3 mths is okay ... the starting you will find very tough ... but as training progress you will feel it gets easier and easier ... last time was really omgwtf ... but now ... hey chicken feet ... maybe it shows that the starting they push you is good ... it trains you up ... but not exactly progressive ... but still good ... hmmm ... other than that ... NS is fun with your bunk mates your plt mates and the sgts ... they joke with you ... play around with you ... tekan you for some stupid stuff ... the wonderful canteen and e-mart breaks ... eventhough the stuff is x but better than nothing ... maybe the worse thing is camo on camo off ... you do already sure damn emo ... the crappy recruit night ... yeah i'll talk about it later ... super crappy one ... other than that ... its good that 3 mths gone ... so PLS POST ME TO AIRFORCE !!! ... pls pls pls ... pray pray pray ...
recruit night is a total disaster ... cause it sucks big time ... really wtf ... actually supposed to be ppl from MDC come de but wtf ... it became a recruit performance ... really really damn disappointed ... its just recruit performances ... really boring ... everyone in my plt was disappointed to the max ... even the sgt also disappointed ... can't they just go ahead with the MDC ... sad ... maybe one of the worse events of BMT ... sucks ...
i shall end of my 3 mths here !!! ... events for block leave !!! WAHAHAHAH ... i need more free timeeeeeeeeee ...
first of all i would like to say some stuff that i found out in the 3 mths ... some things i find abit dumb ... lets say 1 guy do something wrong ... like move in a file or whatever ... then they must punish the whole lot ... i reallyyyyyy don't understand why ... shouldn't they punish the one that is in the wrong only ? ... if you say no then something is wrong with you :X ... the army boast their meritocracy system ... where you will be awarded if you do good and 'condemmed' if you didn't do well ... so if those ppl who didn't move in a file get punished then wouldn't it not go hand in hand with the meritocracy system ? ... punishing ppl who are in the right ... yes you might think that its hard to pick out those who move ... so you have to punish all rite ... but then can't they based it on personal integrity ? ... lets say you move in a file and the sgt caught you ... so as a form of personal integrity you ownself down lah ... its just like owning up to something ... it will build a person character too ... the others who see it will also learn from the lesson ... so lets say if that person doesn't want to own up and the sgt knows that he did wrong ... then that person will get even more punishment ... wouldn't this be a good idea ? ... cause its really killing the whole flock just because of one black sheep ...
another thing is guard duty ... i really really dun understand why must do guard duty ... there are RP for a reason ... and if you say not enough RP rite but can't be ... i ask so many ppl and they say they want to be MP and if i'm not wrong some of MP will go RP ... so they should put some RP there ? ... cause i was thinking ... the 7 hours of uninterrupted rest ... all recruits need that for a safe training rite ... so those who do guard duty can't have that ... and thus = not safe training ... yes they do wear a tag but wth ... it will still kill them ... yes we are given until like 11am to rest but then sometimes after guard duty will have events that cannot be skipped ... so its kind of wtf ... you can't sleep much for the whole night and your rest is taken away which means even more unsafe training ... and sometimes your sgt like to kill you by giving stand by area ... so also can't rest ... so tell me wtf ??? ... we as recruits will feel very tired and will be unfit for training but sometimes suck thumb still must go ... so no choice ? ...
one more thing is cold water !!! ... maybe its me only lah ... but dun think so ... i hate cold water -_- ... after you bathe you feel so cold ... after fall sick how ... so also not good ... yes they will say make you get used to cold weather cause field camp all those is cold at night blah blah blah ... but wtf ... 3 mths and i'm still not used to cold water ... well i will never get used to it ... maybe should get excused from cold water and weather ...
another thing is stand by area ... why must stand by area ... just to check if your area is damn clean or not rite ? ... but then whats the point ? ... checking areas like under the cupboard ... under the bed that frame ... under the chair ... windows ... i really find it pointless ... under cupboard for what sia ... its not like rats will live there ... that frame of the bed also wtf ... i really dunno why must check that areas ... its not my sgt that do that only leh ... its written in the booklet that is in the bunk ... so really i dunno what is the real reason for stand by area ... if you say too much dust cause asthma then bullshit ... main land more dusty than my bunk ...
hmm other than that i dun see anything else to write ... anyway the first 3 mths is okay ... the starting you will find very tough ... but as training progress you will feel it gets easier and easier ... last time was really omgwtf ... but now ... hey chicken feet ... maybe it shows that the starting they push you is good ... it trains you up ... but not exactly progressive ... but still good ... hmmm ... other than that ... NS is fun with your bunk mates your plt mates and the sgts ... they joke with you ... play around with you ... tekan you for some stupid stuff ... the wonderful canteen and e-mart breaks ... eventhough the stuff is x but better than nothing ... maybe the worse thing is camo on camo off ... you do already sure damn emo ... the crappy recruit night ... yeah i'll talk about it later ... super crappy one ... other than that ... its good that 3 mths gone ... so PLS POST ME TO AIRFORCE !!! ... pls pls pls ... pray pray pray ...
recruit night is a total disaster ... cause it sucks big time ... really wtf ... actually supposed to be ppl from MDC come de but wtf ... it became a recruit performance ... really really damn disappointed ... its just recruit performances ... really boring ... everyone in my plt was disappointed to the max ... even the sgt also disappointed ... can't they just go ahead with the MDC ... sad ... maybe one of the worse events of BMT ... sucks ...
i shall end of my 3 mths here !!! ... events for block leave !!! WAHAHAHAH ... i need more free timeeeeeeeeee ...
Saturday, December 01, 2007
IPPT : Silver ...
yay !!! finally got SAFRA talk ... really finally ... see the power of my nick ... unbeatable ... anyway ... this week quite slack ... well its supposed to be slack ... the miracle thing is i got silver for IPPT !!! ... wahahahaha ... its a real miracle cause i didn't had any training for 3 weeks straight ... and i managed to get silver ... rofl ... really rofl ... a real miracle huh ... and something interesting is ... my 2.4km improve from the first cat test of 1159 to now 1117 ... and ... i did a total of like only 4 or 5 30:60 and 0 60:120 ... lol ??? ... of course i got do agr ... but its like less than 10 ? ... what a joke ...
and yes ... POP SOON !!! lololol ... of course happy lah ... can get out of tekong le ... airforce pls ... ahhhh i can't wait to get my block leave ...
and yes ... POP SOON !!! lololol ... of course happy lah ... can get out of tekong le ... airforce pls ... ahhhh i can't wait to get my block leave ...
Saturday, November 24, 2007
2 more weeks to POP !!! ...
woooooo ... 2 more weeks to POP !!! ... lololol ... anyway ... for the past 2 weeks i've been slacking alot ... my attire goes like this ...
5BX : Admin
Str training : Admin
AGR : Admin
30:60 or 60:120 : Admin
SOC : Admin
Lunch : Admin
Lecture: Admin
Gym : Admin
everything we do i'm in my admin attire !!! wheeeeeee ... only for the photo taking then i'm in my no. 4 with sandals ... good life ? ... yeah ... cause i managed to read finish 1 book again ... but this coming week i'm back to training ... after 3 weeks of training i'm sure my running is down the drain ... but my pull up still working well ... one of my sir there said something about status personnel which i find interesting ... "we give you status not for you to recover but for your condition not to get worse" ... so lets think ... if we dun recover then we will get status all the way throughout bmtc life ? ...
and just now band audition ... wah super far ... at yishun then nvm ... still have to walk damn far away lah ... dunno why they put the place so deep in -_- ...
5BX : Admin
Str training : Admin
AGR : Admin
30:60 or 60:120 : Admin
SOC : Admin
Lunch : Admin
Lecture: Admin
Gym : Admin
everything we do i'm in my admin attire !!! wheeeeeee ... only for the photo taking then i'm in my no. 4 with sandals ... good life ? ... yeah ... cause i managed to read finish 1 book again ... but this coming week i'm back to training ... after 3 weeks of training i'm sure my running is down the drain ... but my pull up still working well ... one of my sir there said something about status personnel which i find interesting ... "we give you status not for you to recover but for your condition not to get worse" ... so lets think ... if we dun recover then we will get status all the way throughout bmtc life ? ...
and just now band audition ... wah super far ... at yishun then nvm ... still have to walk damn far away lah ... dunno why they put the place so deep in -_- ...
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
slackkkkk ...
wheeee book out book out ... lol ... this whole time in camp from fri night to today was slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ... why ? ... excuse boots and foot wear ... thx to ingrown toe nail ... i tell you its really slack ... i finish my book okay ... 470+ pages ... hmm forgot what i want to say ... oh yeah ... my sergeant told us they saw tammy ... yeah the famous nyp one ... cause got poly visit ... but we didn't see any poly ppl ... sad ... yay sunday book in ... still got excuse ... oh btw i got called to go SAF band audition -_- ... wth sia ... i didn't even say i want sia ... must be cause of i write my cca is band then they ask me go ... oh well ... see how it'll turn out ...
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Field camp OVER !!! ...
ahhhhhh field camp is over !!! ... lucky its not as tough as i expected ... i really expected alot shit but turn out not much shit leh ... actually hor in field camp the stuff we do is okay ... those forest training blah blah blah ... but there's one thing that is worse than all the tekaning ... really worse ... which is to dig shell script ... thats where we all saw hell ... really *#&(*%(*#^$&^ ... freaking hard to dig lah ... zzzzzzzz ... dig until you very tired and everywhere pain ... totally exhausted ... i really dunno how to survive sia ... then while digging the heat rash comes in ... super itchy !!! ... how the hell can we dig ... oh well ... but after dig finish ... then more hell comes ... freaking hell it rained at night ... wtf ... i was like soooooooooo damn cold ... i never felt that cold before in my entire life ... even with the raincoat on i still felt cold ... very cold ... then nvm to add on to it ... the wild boar came ... and the whole night you hear "wild boar spotted helmets on" ... that was the worse night i ever experienced ... really bad night ... actually the whole field camp is okay de ... the training is fun ... you get to run around and shoot shoot ... really fun de ...
oh and the thing about combat ration ah ... i got no idea why ppl so scared of it ... maybe last time was really bad lah but our field ration was niceeeeee ... except 1 pack which sucks like hell ... the dessert peanut paste is totally crap and it looks like the mud we see on the floor ... yucks ... other than that ... the other rations was nice ... the accessories pack was good but hor ... most ppl say fruit bar nice leh ... but i dun think its nice ... oh well ... basically field camp makes you full of mud and stuff and the last day BIC was wow ... tiring ... the leopard crawl is freaking hard ... you can see its going to end but you're like moving at a very slow paceeeeeeeeeee ... but i'm happy field camp is OVER !!! ... i dunno how i survived through but i managed to ... its a miracle ...
anyway after field camp i reported sick cause my big toe got something ... it turns out to be ingrown toe nail and was send to changi hospital to operate it ... wah i tell you the anestatic (spelling ?) was pain !!! ... wtf sia ... the poke your toe there 3 needles ... wah painnnnnnnnnnnn ... but the feeling after that was nice lol ... your toe feel so numb that you dunno whats happening to it ... anyway so this turns out to be ATT C 1 week ... and then ex boots/footwear for 2 weeks after ATT C ends ... LONG !!! ... dieeeeeeeeeeee ... the only time i can go out during ATT C is weekends ? and when i have to change my dressing at a polyclinic every other day ... which means 2 days once ... i dunno must change until when sia ... maybe i think until stitches removed then can stop the dressing changing ? ... which is 2 weeks later ... ahhhhh ... how bad ... oh well ... thats all i want to say ...
oh and the thing about combat ration ah ... i got no idea why ppl so scared of it ... maybe last time was really bad lah but our field ration was niceeeeee ... except 1 pack which sucks like hell ... the dessert peanut paste is totally crap and it looks like the mud we see on the floor ... yucks ... other than that ... the other rations was nice ... the accessories pack was good but hor ... most ppl say fruit bar nice leh ... but i dun think its nice ... oh well ... basically field camp makes you full of mud and stuff and the last day BIC was wow ... tiring ... the leopard crawl is freaking hard ... you can see its going to end but you're like moving at a very slow paceeeeeeeeeee ... but i'm happy field camp is OVER !!! ... i dunno how i survived through but i managed to ... its a miracle ...
anyway after field camp i reported sick cause my big toe got something ... it turns out to be ingrown toe nail and was send to changi hospital to operate it ... wah i tell you the anestatic (spelling ?) was pain !!! ... wtf sia ... the poke your toe there 3 needles ... wah painnnnnnnnnnnn ... but the feeling after that was nice lol ... your toe feel so numb that you dunno whats happening to it ... anyway so this turns out to be ATT C 1 week ... and then ex boots/footwear for 2 weeks after ATT C ends ... LONG !!! ... dieeeeeeeeeeee ... the only time i can go out during ATT C is weekends ? and when i have to change my dressing at a polyclinic every other day ... which means 2 days once ... i dunno must change until when sia ... maybe i think until stitches removed then can stop the dressing changing ? ... which is 2 weeks later ... ahhhhh ... how bad ... oh well ... thats all i want to say ...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
week 5 ...
ahhhh ... i passed my range ... night shot really hard to see ... and somehow cookhouse food everyday standard different ... field camp next week !!! ... sure tio tekan alot one ... why ? ... cause its T ...
Friday, October 12, 2007
4th week ...
ahhhhh ... 4th week !!! ... yes yes ... which means 9 weeks more to POP !!! ... anyway ... why taurus ALWAYS the last one to book out !!! ... last week last ... today also last ... wtf wtf ... and we always have the cook house for ourself ... we want early book outs and late book ins !!! ... the food sucks today ... and i'm really very sick of breakfast ... the porridge is okay ... i dun mind eating that everyday ... but the rest is really crap ... we need better food !!! ... and can training be more slack abit ??? ...
Saturday, October 06, 2007
week 3
ahhhhh ... week 3 has just passed ... which means ... 10 more weeks !!! ... lets talk about the food in there ... well thats the only thing i can talk about rite ... actually i'm quite sick of the breakfast ... its like so boring ... the food very repeated ... really getting bored of it ... lunch and dinner ... well ... okay lor ... eventhough repeated but then got more variety ... as in like the cycle of repeat is longer than breakfast ... so wun get bored easily ... just now lunch de soup was terrible ... the supposingly cream of mushroom ... taste like ... OMG sia ... i can tell you its the worst soup ever lol ... really bad ... okay ... nth else can say le ...
Friday, September 28, 2007
National Service ...
NS ... is well ... NS lor ... alot things cannot say ... so i will not say much ... 2 weeks confinement is really like 2mths ... the first few days hor ... i really not used to it sia ... haven sink into the fact that i have to serve NS for 2 years ... really weird ... i can't talk about any training plans cause not allowed but i supposed talking about the food there is allowed rite ... all vege = horrible ... thats all i will say ... can't say alot things lah ... so limit bah ... tiring bah ... but good chance to build my body up ... make lots of shapes lol ... and since i have sink into the existence of NS ... i will really try my best in every training ... i want go sispec cause can go taiwan !!! ... it will be a good motivation sia ... anyway nth to say le ... alot things cannot say and i will not say ... oh yeah ... every morning ... the SAF 7 core values are .................................. half full water bottle drink up !!! ...
Monday, September 10, 2007
soon the time to serve ...
ahhh ... soon going into ns le ... hope it'll be fine ... so lets recall back ... how i spent my mths after poly ended ...
poly ended at april ... i think ... so i've been slacking since then ... playing games everyday ... then every sat go out walk walk ... see girls ... eat toriq ... ahhhh ... all those normal stuff ... then went hk in june ... was fun ... but didn't meet what i expected ... so later its july went to find job ... disappointing ... first it was that stupid F&N with the stupid shift and the stupid job ... really nth to say ... its not for humans to do ... but some really don't have a choice and must do it ... its like going into ns and do some crappy stuff and you can't quit cause you got no choice ... so well ... at least i only do for like 3 days ... its hell ... really hell ... so after that really scared of the agent -_- ... gave wrong info about F&N to me ... so next job was at storbest ... was told driver ... in the end ... become warehouse helper ... F&N case was screw bottle caps with 3-4 hours OT and can claim transport back ... in the end ... its pack milk cartons at a fast speed non-stop in a freezer with 8 hours OT and 8 hours of rest and the cycle starts again with no transport claim (cause bus services started when your OT ended) ... bah ... am i unlucky or what ... sooooo nvm ... next job was for DHL ... packing stuff for watsons ... the job is only ... only the management is rushing the hell out of you and they are like spying on you forever ... and they want you to do very fast with 0 mistakes ... oh well ... time is money ... but i supposed wrong goods is not money ...
so after that = SLACK !!! ... slacking is fun ... but tiring ... what we did through the whole slacking period ... after js and yg stopped working ... its walk walk + movie + cycling + ice skate ... hmm ice skate ... anyway ... nth much lah hor ... we are a boring bunch of ppl ... so well yeah ... ns soon ... hope things will go well ... and bye bye to my dearest pink IC ... can't use it to slap ppl for 2 years ...
poly ended at april ... i think ... so i've been slacking since then ... playing games everyday ... then every sat go out walk walk ... see girls ... eat toriq ... ahhhh ... all those normal stuff ... then went hk in june ... was fun ... but didn't meet what i expected ... so later its july went to find job ... disappointing ... first it was that stupid F&N with the stupid shift and the stupid job ... really nth to say ... its not for humans to do ... but some really don't have a choice and must do it ... its like going into ns and do some crappy stuff and you can't quit cause you got no choice ... so well ... at least i only do for like 3 days ... its hell ... really hell ... so after that really scared of the agent -_- ... gave wrong info about F&N to me ... so next job was at storbest ... was told driver ... in the end ... become warehouse helper ... F&N case was screw bottle caps with 3-4 hours OT and can claim transport back ... in the end ... its pack milk cartons at a fast speed non-stop in a freezer with 8 hours OT and 8 hours of rest and the cycle starts again with no transport claim (cause bus services started when your OT ended) ... bah ... am i unlucky or what ... sooooo nvm ... next job was for DHL ... packing stuff for watsons ... the job is only ... only the management is rushing the hell out of you and they are like spying on you forever ... and they want you to do very fast with 0 mistakes ... oh well ... time is money ... but i supposed wrong goods is not money ...
so after that = SLACK !!! ... slacking is fun ... but tiring ... what we did through the whole slacking period ... after js and yg stopped working ... its walk walk + movie + cycling + ice skate ... hmm ice skate ... anyway ... nth much lah hor ... we are a boring bunch of ppl ... so well yeah ... ns soon ... hope things will go well ... and bye bye to my dearest pink IC ... can't use it to slap ppl for 2 years ...
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Secret ... shhhhhhhhhhhh ...
hmm the movie secret is ... hmmm well ... not exactly a secret ... i dun even think its a secret ... its just like something that is not known ... but its a nice movie after all ... the concept is new ... and the piano pieces in the movie is nice ... nice music ... other than that ... nth much bah ... anthony wong is the only funny guy bah ... thats all i can say about secret since its supposed to be a secret rite ? ...
more than 2k results in friendster and i still can't find the ice skating girl !!! ... someone give me more ideas to search ...
more than 2k results in friendster and i still can't find the ice skating girl !!! ... someone give me more ideas to search ...
Saturday, September 01, 2007
the ice skating girl ...
this is my first post at this blog ... dunno why this will be the first ... maybe its worth remembering bah ...
went ice skating with the usual on fri ... which is yesterday ... its was fun ... went in at 2pm ... came out at 7 pm ... lots of things happened ... we fell (except yg zzzzz he refuse to go fast and experience a fall) ... we sang ... we fed ... we knock on the walls ... we form chains ... we got to know who is js pri sch friend lol ... me and js talked about the pink colour girl ... i find she looked a bit like hebe from the side ... well actually we all talked about lots of girls there ... there's this white jacket with green shirt ... this blue one that js was talking about ... henry told us about a white one who was sitting outside ... and i who was just sight seeing unknowningly saw this girl ... a girl for me to drool over ... to yearn to talk to her ... to want to know her ... to want to look at her ... yet ... i didn't do anything ... why ? ... no courage ? ... yes i think really no courage ... never did i approach a girl before ... so ... it was i think kind of bad for me ... she was with a group of friends too ... and they are ... lets say much much better skaters than we are ...
at first it was js who told me about her coming into the place ... he said she had a cute smile ... but i didn't get to see her smile at that time ... i didn't notice her until quite some time ... i failed to notice her in the beginning ... it was until we stopped at the inner wall (thx to yg who kept grabbing the wall ...) then i look to the left ... i saw her ... a girl in white jacket making her fringe down ... like what alot of girls will do ... then i realise ... ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! ... it struck me ... her eyes ... those eyes ... were ... indescribable ... its literally more than words ... the more i look the more i go deeper into looking ... i told yg " wah that girl there ... the eyes very nice " ... he just kept saying " where where " ... then she skate past ... that was the first encounter ...
so after awhile ... she completed one round and stop at her usual spot ... of course i was enjoying the eye candy ... who wouldn't ... so we continued to skate ... talking about skating ... i perfer them playing chinese songs than those english de ... chinese songs more romantic ... really a booster to skate faster ... falling down is another story ... back to story ... every time i past that spot ... i would take a glance at her ... i always did ...
this time ... thx to yg again ... we stop at the outer wall that is close to the entrance ... she came to that area ... that was the best encounter ... she was practicing her ... dunno what its called ... its what ppl do when they scrape the ice ... also a way to brake fast ... so she's going to and fro on the right wall at the counter there ... that was where i'm seriously staring at her ... that was where i saw her better ... that was where more of her dwell onto me ... her eyes were really a beautiful pair ... was really nice ... i really can't describe ... and then i realise there's more of her than just her eyes ... her hair ... NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... ARGH ... somethings just can't be put into words ... so i shall leave it in my mind ... somehow ... maybe i should have secretly took a photo at that time ... but ... i didn't thought of it >< ... sad ... real sad ... too bad ... then we skate off ending the second encounter ... so we continued to turn in circles and she returned back to her 'resting' spot which is the inner wall there ... after awhile ... she took off her jacket ... wah ... lucky the place is cold ... if not i would have melted into liquid ... a black spag she wore ... but somehow ... she went into the ring ... then walk out again ... i was disappointed lah ... cause cannot see her ... she went to sit at the bench at the far left dunno do what there ... she seems sad ... so after a long while she went back into the ring ... yay can see her again ... this time ... most of the time she just hanging out with her friends at the wall there ... once in a while she would skate 1 round then stop ... i'm always trying to catch her :X ... too bad i can't catch up with her ... i'm too slow >< ... oh well ... 1 reason is cause i was tired ... at least she was my motivation to keep going on ... hey every round i get to see her ... somehow she wore her jacket back ... i didn't even see her leave the ring ... maybe i was dreaming ... oh ya ... sometimes when i skate past her 'resting' spot ... i would see her smile ... now i know why js say its cute ... cause its really KAWAII !!!!!!!!!! ... as usual there isn't enough words to describe ...
so we stopped at around the mid outer wall to talk to henry siti and ching si ... that was where ... she went past again ... this time ... she didn't went that fast ... so i really had a good look at her ... haiz ... can't describe lah ... humans should come out with more words to describe ... its was around 6+ pm at that time ... and that slight period of time created the third encounter ...
somehow she and a few friends went to the inner wall close to the entrance ... i guess it makes no difference rite ... since every round i can still see her ... i saw her fall once at that area while practicing ... oh well ... what happened after she fell shall not be said ... its 7pm and it means something ... time to leave the ring ... which means ? ... i think you all know ... i dun need to say ... we left the area but she was still there ... its like my yume was over ... my heaven was gone ... my eyes was shattered ... so until we went imm to eat ljs ... then reality sink in ... i can't talk to her anymore ... i can't know her anymore ... i can't look at her anymore ... anything about her ... i can't ... its like depression sia ... thx to my friends for not trying to make it worse ... and maybe i made them worried but its not over !!! ... reality can take a long time to sink in ... even if it sinked in ... it can still go deeper ... haiz ...
now ... you all must be wondering am i a total idiot or something ... why go crazy over 1 tree rite ... and whats sooooo good about someone that you dunno at all ... BUT ... its all nature ... it just happened ... but its gone ... maybe gone forever ... like yg said ... you yuan wu fen ... she's just ... beyond words ... anyway its a long time since i ever became like this ... that dome girl also not that big effect ... maybe cause i keep looking at this girl ... its been a long long time ... and hey at least its a singapore girl and not a taiwan girl :X ... there's still hope for sg ? ... maybe maybe ...
this time i really regretted ... but then even so ... what can i do ... i can't approach her rite ... and even if i did ... what to say ... come to this type of things i'm totally clueless ... i wun know what to do next ... so maybe after all is my fault ? ... its what i created that destroyed me ... oh well ... better luck next time ... thx for reading ... peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...
12 reasons why i looked at her ...
1. her eyes
2. her smile
3. her hair
4. her skating
5. her looking (how she look at ppl)
6. her features
7. her style
8. her attire
9. her innocence
10. her happiness
11. her carefreeness
12. her everything
went ice skating with the usual on fri ... which is yesterday ... its was fun ... went in at 2pm ... came out at 7 pm ... lots of things happened ... we fell (except yg zzzzz he refuse to go fast and experience a fall) ... we sang ... we fed ... we knock on the walls ... we form chains ... we got to know who is js pri sch friend lol ... me and js talked about the pink colour girl ... i find she looked a bit like hebe from the side ... well actually we all talked about lots of girls there ... there's this white jacket with green shirt ... this blue one that js was talking about ... henry told us about a white one who was sitting outside ... and i who was just sight seeing unknowningly saw this girl ... a girl for me to drool over ... to yearn to talk to her ... to want to know her ... to want to look at her ... yet ... i didn't do anything ... why ? ... no courage ? ... yes i think really no courage ... never did i approach a girl before ... so ... it was i think kind of bad for me ... she was with a group of friends too ... and they are ... lets say much much better skaters than we are ...
at first it was js who told me about her coming into the place ... he said she had a cute smile ... but i didn't get to see her smile at that time ... i didn't notice her until quite some time ... i failed to notice her in the beginning ... it was until we stopped at the inner wall (thx to yg who kept grabbing the wall ...) then i look to the left ... i saw her ... a girl in white jacket making her fringe down ... like what alot of girls will do ... then i realise ... ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! ... it struck me ... her eyes ... those eyes ... were ... indescribable ... its literally more than words ... the more i look the more i go deeper into looking ... i told yg " wah that girl there ... the eyes very nice " ... he just kept saying " where where " ... then she skate past ... that was the first encounter ...
so after awhile ... she completed one round and stop at her usual spot ... of course i was enjoying the eye candy ... who wouldn't ... so we continued to skate ... talking about skating ... i perfer them playing chinese songs than those english de ... chinese songs more romantic ... really a booster to skate faster ... falling down is another story ... back to story ... every time i past that spot ... i would take a glance at her ... i always did ...
this time ... thx to yg again ... we stop at the outer wall that is close to the entrance ... she came to that area ... that was the best encounter ... she was practicing her ... dunno what its called ... its what ppl do when they scrape the ice ... also a way to brake fast ... so she's going to and fro on the right wall at the counter there ... that was where i'm seriously staring at her ... that was where i saw her better ... that was where more of her dwell onto me ... her eyes were really a beautiful pair ... was really nice ... i really can't describe ... and then i realise there's more of her than just her eyes ... her hair ... NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... ARGH ... somethings just can't be put into words ... so i shall leave it in my mind ... somehow ... maybe i should have secretly took a photo at that time ... but ... i didn't thought of it >< ... sad ... real sad ... too bad ... then we skate off ending the second encounter ... so we continued to turn in circles and she returned back to her 'resting' spot which is the inner wall there ... after awhile ... she took off her jacket ... wah ... lucky the place is cold ... if not i would have melted into liquid ... a black spag she wore ... but somehow ... she went into the ring ... then walk out again ... i was disappointed lah ... cause cannot see her ... she went to sit at the bench at the far left dunno do what there ... she seems sad ... so after a long while she went back into the ring ... yay can see her again ... this time ... most of the time she just hanging out with her friends at the wall there ... once in a while she would skate 1 round then stop ... i'm always trying to catch her :X ... too bad i can't catch up with her ... i'm too slow >< ... oh well ... 1 reason is cause i was tired ... at least she was my motivation to keep going on ... hey every round i get to see her ... somehow she wore her jacket back ... i didn't even see her leave the ring ... maybe i was dreaming ... oh ya ... sometimes when i skate past her 'resting' spot ... i would see her smile ... now i know why js say its cute ... cause its really KAWAII !!!!!!!!!! ... as usual there isn't enough words to describe ...
so we stopped at around the mid outer wall to talk to henry siti and ching si ... that was where ... she went past again ... this time ... she didn't went that fast ... so i really had a good look at her ... haiz ... can't describe lah ... humans should come out with more words to describe ... its was around 6+ pm at that time ... and that slight period of time created the third encounter ...
somehow she and a few friends went to the inner wall close to the entrance ... i guess it makes no difference rite ... since every round i can still see her ... i saw her fall once at that area while practicing ... oh well ... what happened after she fell shall not be said ... its 7pm and it means something ... time to leave the ring ... which means ? ... i think you all know ... i dun need to say ... we left the area but she was still there ... its like my yume was over ... my heaven was gone ... my eyes was shattered ... so until we went imm to eat ljs ... then reality sink in ... i can't talk to her anymore ... i can't know her anymore ... i can't look at her anymore ... anything about her ... i can't ... its like depression sia ... thx to my friends for not trying to make it worse ... and maybe i made them worried but its not over !!! ... reality can take a long time to sink in ... even if it sinked in ... it can still go deeper ... haiz ...
now ... you all must be wondering am i a total idiot or something ... why go crazy over 1 tree rite ... and whats sooooo good about someone that you dunno at all ... BUT ... its all nature ... it just happened ... but its gone ... maybe gone forever ... like yg said ... you yuan wu fen ... she's just ... beyond words ... anyway its a long time since i ever became like this ... that dome girl also not that big effect ... maybe cause i keep looking at this girl ... its been a long long time ... and hey at least its a singapore girl and not a taiwan girl :X ... there's still hope for sg ? ... maybe maybe ...
this time i really regretted ... but then even so ... what can i do ... i can't approach her rite ... and even if i did ... what to say ... come to this type of things i'm totally clueless ... i wun know what to do next ... so maybe after all is my fault ? ... its what i created that destroyed me ... oh well ... better luck next time ... thx for reading ... peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...
12 reasons why i looked at her ...
1. her eyes
2. her smile
3. her hair
4. her skating
5. her looking (how she look at ppl)
6. her features
7. her style
8. her attire
9. her innocence
10. her happiness
11. her carefreeness
12. her everything
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