Saturday, March 22, 2008

seeing a stranger the 2nd time ? ...

i wonder what is the probability of seeing a stranger again ... lets say you see this person somewhere ... then whats the chance of seeing that person again ? ... it might not need to be the same place ... it can be anywhere ... but what i think is the probability is close to 0% ... haven we all hoped to see that strange whom you accidently saw walking on the street or in that shop again and again ... humans are made this way ... something that we see that is nice or pleasant we will like to see again but then always can't see it the 2nd time ... why why why ...

hmm i also dunno why ... its just a random though ... but then really can't see again leh ... for those that know me well will know what the hell am i talking and what am i referring to ... of course it will always be a dream to see a stranger again ... but you might question ... what if you forgot how the stranger looks like ? ... what if even if you remember how that person looks like you might still miss that person when that person walk past ... we might not even notice it ... we might even totally forget about it when there's someone else to replace ... the other person might not be better than the first one but somehow the 2nd one gives you a deeper impression ...

so the best is be greedy and remember all ... how many times in your life can such things happen ... if we think back we will think we are dumb to ponder about seeing them the 2nd time but then ... its human nature ... we just can't let go and forget certain stuff ... its already inbuilt into us ... like a computer ... unless new data overrides it we will always have a data ... even if it is overwritten ... there will still be bits and pieces of the old data somewhere in our minds ...

so instead of trying to forget something ... why not live with it ... let it be a reminder for you ... let it remind you how dumb yet fun it was ... let it make you stronger and be happy that it did happen and you fully experienced it before ...

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

posting sucks ..,

haiz ... i'm damn disappointed ... even after getting 2 downwards arrow and an umbrella i'm not happy ... infact i'm sad ... why the heck must i go to A ... henry went afs yet i'm stuck at A ... wth ? ... an aerospace student like me stuck in the army and can't go to airforce ... i feel so sad ... why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why am i stuck there ... it shows something ? ... wasted talent ... we won't get to a place that we can use our knowledge that we had learnt in the past to help the service ... yet we get to crappy places to do things that doesn't improve our previous knowledge ... i really dunno why ... of course if you ask me ... i rather not get any rank and go to airforce ... why ? ... my interest is there of course + its much more slack and much more less regimental than army ... + no 5bx and its 8-5 damn it ... and ... ahhhh crap ... i think this system must be improved ... but if its been used for years should it be already proven it works ? ... but it doesn't seemed to ... i just feel so disappointed in my posting ...