nth to say ...

wow long time since i wrote something here ... quite busy nowadays ... alot things to do bah ... oh well ... life is meant to be busy for now ...

2010 CNY ...

yes this is my first ever CNY eve in singapore !!! ... so excited sia ... every year my family and i will be in malacca for eve and half the 1st day of cny bah ... but this year finally in sg ... yesterday went to jurong west to see how does day before eve looks like ... really a different sight ...

but !!! ... cny in sg seems boring -_- ... maybe cause too long holiday ... but okay ... i should spend my time studying ... but i'm killing too much zombies !!! ... oh well ... how to be in a mood to study during cny ? ...

the meaning of interesting ...

hmm okay now there is finally a good explaination to how i can be so interested in someone and yet not like that person ... thx to yg for telling me things about human psychology ...

i finally know the true answer to how i can be so interested in someone ... because unlike poles attract and that is what happened ... because people is so unlike from me until i feel that that person is interesting ... its like what i always say from the beginning ... i just want to know that person ... wouldn't everyone be interested to know something that is interesting ? ... its the same for me ... if you never seen someone or something before, it would arouse your interest rite ... same concept ...

so in conclusion its not like ... its only interesting ...

one irritating fact ...

hmmm ... i hate it when you want to talk to someone but dunno what to say ... its like you want to go somewhere but you dunno where to go ... so irritating ... give up on myself zzzzzz ... maybe my life is really that boring until i got nth to say ... i should just bang the wall ...

tries ...

ahhh i've been thinking just now and of course in the past that maybe after all i don't need to try ? ... but then if i don't try then i won't know and i won't learn ... its like trying to solve an equation ... no matter what formula i try, i don't see the light ... no matter how many times i try to examine the equation, i just can't find a way to solve it ... no matter how many times i throw the equation away, i will pick it back and keep trying ... how sad ...

how i really hope i can solve the equation ... i can only ask ppl how do it but they can't help me do it ... and the bad part is i must be the one who will initiate to solve the equation ... obviously an equation won't start asking you to solve it rite ... keep trying or stop trying ? ... i forsee that there is no outcome for both scenarios .........................................................