lunch at SP ...

hmmm ... today i went back to sp to have lunch ... its a longgggggg time since i went back there ... why i decided to go there ? ... cause i miss the food there ... you think i will so bo liao go back meh ... went to fc4 then realised nth changed much except a few stores ... then like so crowded so i went up hill ... the place got change but not alot ... its the seating place change ... they just change the looks of it ... the stores get new sign board ... i ate their chicken chop with egg ... wah the price increase -_- ... last time cheap cheap ... now -_- ... the food still taste the same ...

when i went sp i felt quite out of place ... i just felt its out of my generation already ... so while eating i though of my poly days ... ahhhh what a long time ago ... the things we did in poly ... the stupid but funny things we did in poly ... the so many many events that happened ... if i ever wish i was back to poly days ? ... nope ... i dun have such a wish ... life goes on ... kind of felt nostalgic ... of course its also a reminder of how much i have grown ... how fast time flies ... how much i've put behind ... ahhhh i missed those times ... 3 years ... alot things happened ... good or bad or whatever ... things that were regrettable ... things that should have happened but didn't for whoever knows what reason ...

maybe maybe maybe ...

food for though ...

the book marley and me is wonderful ... its about a story of this guy and his family and his dog ... this book will teach you all alot of things and values in life ... eventhough its only a dog ... you can learn alot of things from its actions ... the dog was damn loyal to the owners and it doesn't question why you are doing it ... the dog enjoys what it was doing ... sometimes we can get punished for doing something but sometimes ... if the thing that you did brings you joy then the punishment is worth the joy ... another thing i learnt is ... how can we punish something that someone did if we never told them they can't do it ... but that is what society is doing ... that is what everyone is doing ... we punish people for what they are not taught ... but then how can we change what we have been doing for centuries ? ...

the outcome ...

ahhhh ... now i see the outcome of limited punishment ... i realise that if we can't do too many things to them we will do something else ... since physical can't be done much then we play with their mental and their free time ... we are forced to do all these because we don't want to make out ill breed kind and they will suffer if they go to other places ... so drastic moves are needed since we are restricted ... oh well ... its so much different from the past ...

Wa allllllllllllllll eeeeeeeeeeeeee

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee va ... wally !!! ...

wall e is a great movie ... everyone should go and watch as it shows the future of planet earth and the future of humans ... i think that the movie very true ... can learn alot lessons from the movie ... one lesson is once you take your view away from something that you have been looking for years ... you'll bound to be surprise and astonish by what you'll see ... meaning if you keep doing or seeing something ... one day if you take your eye or mind out of that thing and look at other things you'll realise there are much more beautiful things out there ... just go watch the movie ... great movie ...

hmmm boring ...

hmmm ... why is BY2 using my self created nick ^o^ ... copy me sia ... i started using it like ... dunno ... many years ago when i was still in sec school ... those #bandmusic irc ppl should know ... for those who dunno who is BY2 (like me) ... they are sg twins who form up a group ... i only know they exist when i watch guess x3 ... how unupdated i am ...

anyway ... long time no blog ... why ? ... too lazy ... and alot things cannot say so what i can say is limited ... oh yeah ... wed got 'jc' visit but hor ... i only see 1 jc which is yjc ... the other 2 schools are dunman high and nus high ... dunno why they still call it jc visit ... it was fun seeing young kids playing with camo -_- ... officer did a good job entertaining them ... then i realise something ... i think i got pretty girl phobia ... whenever i see a pretty girl ... i can't think ... i'll get nervous and basically ... can't think ... dunno why ... then i will become shy ... yes i know at my age shy ??? ... but hey its human nature ... anyway nth to say le ...

3rd disappointment ...

hmmm once again i disappoint myself again ... 3rd bloody time ... won't it ever end ... this time it happened on the MRT with my friends ...

was on the way back towards boon lay from city hall with my friends then when the train about to close its doors ... this girl came in with her friend and sat opposite me and one of my friend ... at first before she came in i see ehh like not bad ... then when she came in and sit down then i see more ... ahhhhhh the eyesssssssss ... as usual i am crazy about eyes ... her eyes very nice ... really very nice ... just like the ice skating girl ... her smile is also very nice ... then was talking to my friend but my attention was on her all the way ... then i realise her eyes even more nicer ... omg ... i'm going crazy ... so thats the scenario ... now for the indepth thinking part ...

why hor this such event keep happening ... i dunno whats wrong le ... the feeling is not good ... really not good ... felt sad ... felt lost ... felt disappointed ... why why why ... but then hor ... in mrt leh ... how to do anything ... really can't do anything ... haiya ... i really dunno how ... someone save me ...



she wears something like a spaghetti shirt but its a dress like that and its black ... doesn't wear spec and have super wonderful and beautiful eyes ... a little chubby :X ... wears those standard female shoes and carries a Gucci hand bag ...

haiz ... what to do ... what to do ......................

seeing a stranger the 2nd time ? ...

i wonder what is the probability of seeing a stranger again ... lets say you see this person somewhere ... then whats the chance of seeing that person again ? ... it might not need to be the same place ... it can be anywhere ... but what i think is the probability is close to 0% ... haven we all hoped to see that strange whom you accidently saw walking on the street or in that shop again and again ... humans are made this way ... something that we see that is nice or pleasant we will like to see again but then always can't see it the 2nd time ... why why why ...

hmm i also dunno why ... its just a random though ... but then really can't see again leh ... for those that know me well will know what the hell am i talking and what am i referring to ... of course it will always be a dream to see a stranger again ... but you might question ... what if you forgot how the stranger looks like ? ... what if even if you remember how that person looks like you might still miss that person when that person walk past ... we might not even notice it ... we might even totally forget about it when there's someone else to replace ... the other person might not be better than the first one but somehow the 2nd one gives you a deeper impression ...

so the best is be greedy and remember all ... how many times in your life can such things happen ... if we think back we will think we are dumb to ponder about seeing them the 2nd time but then ... its human nature ... we just can't let go and forget certain stuff ... its already inbuilt into us ... like a computer ... unless new data overrides it we will always have a data ... even if it is overwritten ... there will still be bits and pieces of the old data somewhere in our minds ...

so instead of trying to forget something ... why not live with it ... let it be a reminder for you ... let it remind you how dumb yet fun it was ... let it make you stronger and be happy that it did happen and you fully experienced it before ...

posting sucks ..,

haiz ... i'm damn disappointed ... even after getting 2 downwards arrow and an umbrella i'm not happy ... infact i'm sad ... why the heck must i go to A ... henry went afs yet i'm stuck at A ... wth ? ... an aerospace student like me stuck in the army and can't go to airforce ... i feel so sad ... why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why am i stuck there ... it shows something ? ... wasted talent ... we won't get to a place that we can use our knowledge that we had learnt in the past to help the service ... yet we get to crappy places to do things that doesn't improve our previous knowledge ... i really dunno why ... of course if you ask me ... i rather not get any rank and go to airforce ... why ? ... my interest is there of course + its much more slack and much more less regimental than army ... + no 5bx and its 8-5 damn it ... and ... ahhhh crap ... i think this system must be improved ... but if its been used for years should it be already proven it works ? ... but it doesn't seemed to ... i just feel so disappointed in my posting ...

aftermath ...

hmmm first field camp over ... dunno what to say sia ... but i'm disappointed in something ... if we can help each other and take care of section stuff together then why back in coy line we all can't do that ? ... in field camp under those shag conditions we can notice the stuff and bring along but back in coy line we can't do it ? ... i really disappointed ... i tried my very best to take care of them in field camp like getting food first ... ask for helmets off and to sit down ... offer to carry weapon ... do stuff for you guys ... but in the end ... back in coy line we all still can't help each other ... its just a bag and a metal pole ... why would we all miss it ? ... we are selfish ... yes i agree we all are ... but i really dun see the reason why in field camp we can do it yet coy line cannot ... i really dun understand ... yes i know partly is my fault for leaving it there ... but then again ... in field camp we can leave stuff around and ppl will take ... yet coy line we can't do that ? ... i really dunno what to say ... just disappointed ... i really hope that we all can really work together better ...

ehh ... no title ? ...

hmmm dunno what happening to my internet connection ... sometimes can connect then sometimes cannot connect to the webby ... siao liao ... but also no time to go troubleshoot ... too busy le ... anyway this week was quite slack ... basically lectures and test only ... of course everyday got running de ... fast march hard sia ... cause make my leg pain zzzzzzz ... tmr go see MO le ... tahan for too long le ... yesterday do guard duty ... okay bah ... slacker than tekong there ... as in the job ... at least got aircon room to rest in ... then i realise muslim food not nice de ... in tekong muslim food nicer than non-muslim but here non-muslim nicer ... my shin really pain sia ... maybe OOC le ... really buay tahan ... tmr see what the MO say bah ...