aftermath ...

hmmm first field camp over ... dunno what to say sia ... but i'm disappointed in something ... if we can help each other and take care of section stuff together then why back in coy line we all can't do that ? ... in field camp under those shag conditions we can notice the stuff and bring along but back in coy line we can't do it ? ... i really disappointed ... i tried my very best to take care of them in field camp like getting food first ... ask for helmets off and to sit down ... offer to carry weapon ... do stuff for you guys ... but in the end ... back in coy line we all still can't help each other ... its just a bag and a metal pole ... why would we all miss it ? ... we are selfish ... yes i agree we all are ... but i really dun see the reason why in field camp we can do it yet coy line cannot ... i really dun understand ... yes i know partly is my fault for leaving it there ... but then again ... in field camp we can leave stuff around and ppl will take ... yet coy line we can't do that ? ... i really dunno what to say ... just disappointed ... i really hope that we all can really work together better ...