posting sucks ..,

haiz ... i'm damn disappointed ... even after getting 2 downwards arrow and an umbrella i'm not happy ... infact i'm sad ... why the heck must i go to A ... henry went afs yet i'm stuck at A ... wth ? ... an aerospace student like me stuck in the army and can't go to airforce ... i feel so sad ... why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why am i stuck there ... it shows something ? ... wasted talent ... we won't get to a place that we can use our knowledge that we had learnt in the past to help the service ... yet we get to crappy places to do things that doesn't improve our previous knowledge ... i really dunno why ... of course if you ask me ... i rather not get any rank and go to airforce ... why ? ... my interest is there of course + its much more slack and much more less regimental than army ... + no 5bx and its 8-5 damn it ... and ... ahhhh crap ... i think this system must be improved ... but if its been used for years should it be already proven it works ? ... but it doesn't seemed to ... i just feel so disappointed in my posting ...