Sunday, December 30, 2007
SISPEC ...
SISPEC is ... dunno what to say ... every morning 2km run ... then got do 4km endurance run and soc intro ... the 700m and 600m run is a killer ... really shag until wah ... can die ah ... but the food is much better than bmtc ... but the training must be tough if not cannot lah ... the bunk is bigger and good sia ... the shower is good ... when the weather hot the water is hot ... when weather cold ... the water also wun be as cold as bmtc one ... dunno why ... anyway only first week past ... hope no tekan pls ...
Friday, December 21, 2007
miseppointed and disarable ...
okay i'm feeling miserable and disappointed in myself ... why ? ... first of all ... i didn't get into airforce ... so i'm kind of sad ... but then no choice suck thumb ... then 2ndly ... i have to do guard duty tmr so later booking in ... even more emo ... why i do guard duty ? ... cause thx to my buddy ... cause he forget bring thing so the sgt say i no ensuse ... okay lor wtf ... suck thumb ... so buddy you owe me not one but two !!! ... how come 2 ? ... cause two times lor ... first time okay i nth to say really no remind him ... 2nd time i remind him ... he say its in its in ... turn out not in ... so everyone i advise you to physically check to save your own ass ... but then again ... suck thumb ... no choice ... he's my buddy also cannot blame him ... so suck thumb ... so after these 2 rite ... i'm feeling soo damn emo ... so i decided to go out to take a walk ... walk at vivo there ... turn out it makes me miserable and disappointed ...
so i stop at outram and go NEL ... then i see a girl ... yes its always girls that make me miserable and disappointed ... so first glance hey not bad ... then go in train she stand opposite me ... plently of time to see her ... she wore a black shirt with i dunno what type of cutting and a dunno what colour demin skirt and she carry a bag which i also dunno what colour and long hair using a Nokia phone i think that can be slided ... there are weird colours that can't be described nowadays ... see and see and see and see even more and continue seeing until i'm like hey this girl is really good ... its what happen like the ice skating girl only its see for a short period of time ... so reach harbour front and we get out and poof off she goes to meet her friend ... so i'm in this mood where i'm thinking wtf i'm doing ... again and again ... i dun dare to approach girls ... this is the disappointed part ... so farking disappointed in myself ... then later while trying to find her in vivo i go best and i see another girl ... another disappointed ... i keep hanging around the printer area and see and see and keep seeing and see until cannot stop seeing until she's gone and poof ... she's wearing a white shirt with dunno what colour hot pants ... again and again and again ... so all in all ... so far as i can remember ... i'm disappointed in myself for 4 times already ... one is a girl at bugis that looks like my idol aya ueto ... 2nd one is the ice skating girl ... 3rd and 4th i just mention ... disappointing ... i can't approach girls ... sad ... very disappointing ... why can't approach ... cause i no guts ... i dun dare to ... i dun even dare to talk to them ... what am i doing ... why why why ... tell me why ... maybe in my whole life i'll never succeed in approaching a girl ...
so now ... why miserable ? ... cause i'm starting to think like ahbao ... "where's my girlfriend" ... i really think its cause of NS ... you see alot ppl talking on the phone with their girlfriend every night then you start to wonder ... what am i missing out ... something in your life is missing ... the element of a other party ... its not present in our life ... then you see couples on the street you think again ... what is happening ... something is missing again ... a love that was supposed to be there but not there ... its ... lets say still not here ... we are here at this point of time where our primal urges start to kick in ... its what i'm lacking now ... so my primal urges is wanting something ... something some ppl have and hard to get ... thats why i feel miserable ... and of course its cause IF i maybe approach a girl and hey it works out ... so at least i wun feel that miserable rite ... at least i know i did managed to approach a girl and it worked ... maybe it can go further ... but whatever ... its not happening ... NS kills us all ... okay ... not us but me only ... i'm think i'm going insane soon ... farkkkkkkkkkkk ... 10pm meet friend to book in ... bb ...
so i stop at outram and go NEL ... then i see a girl ... yes its always girls that make me miserable and disappointed ... so first glance hey not bad ... then go in train she stand opposite me ... plently of time to see her ... she wore a black shirt with i dunno what type of cutting and a dunno what colour demin skirt and she carry a bag which i also dunno what colour and long hair using a Nokia phone i think that can be slided ... there are weird colours that can't be described nowadays ... see and see and see and see even more and continue seeing until i'm like hey this girl is really good ... its what happen like the ice skating girl only its see for a short period of time ... so reach harbour front and we get out and poof off she goes to meet her friend ... so i'm in this mood where i'm thinking wtf i'm doing ... again and again ... i dun dare to approach girls ... this is the disappointed part ... so farking disappointed in myself ... then later while trying to find her in vivo i go best and i see another girl ... another disappointed ... i keep hanging around the printer area and see and see and keep seeing and see until cannot stop seeing until she's gone and poof ... she's wearing a white shirt with dunno what colour hot pants ... again and again and again ... so all in all ... so far as i can remember ... i'm disappointed in myself for 4 times already ... one is a girl at bugis that looks like my idol aya ueto ... 2nd one is the ice skating girl ... 3rd and 4th i just mention ... disappointing ... i can't approach girls ... sad ... very disappointing ... why can't approach ... cause i no guts ... i dun dare to ... i dun even dare to talk to them ... what am i doing ... why why why ... tell me why ... maybe in my whole life i'll never succeed in approaching a girl ...
so now ... why miserable ? ... cause i'm starting to think like ahbao ... "where's my girlfriend" ... i really think its cause of NS ... you see alot ppl talking on the phone with their girlfriend every night then you start to wonder ... what am i missing out ... something in your life is missing ... the element of a other party ... its not present in our life ... then you see couples on the street you think again ... what is happening ... something is missing again ... a love that was supposed to be there but not there ... its ... lets say still not here ... we are here at this point of time where our primal urges start to kick in ... its what i'm lacking now ... so my primal urges is wanting something ... something some ppl have and hard to get ... thats why i feel miserable ... and of course its cause IF i maybe approach a girl and hey it works out ... so at least i wun feel that miserable rite ... at least i know i did managed to approach a girl and it worked ... maybe it can go further ... but whatever ... its not happening ... NS kills us all ... okay ... not us but me only ... i'm think i'm going insane soon ... farkkkkkkkkkkk ... 10pm meet friend to book in ... bb ...
SISPEC ...
ahhh ... SISPEC is where i will be heading to ... sad ... i want airforce de ... but too bad ... oh well ... nth to say ... cause sad lah ...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
end of BMT life ...
BMT is over !!! ... WHEEEEEE ... finally 3 mths over ... so happy lor ... cause got block leave :X ... anyway these 3 mths was okay ... fun but also not fun ... i tell you all ... in NS rite its the ppl there that will make your life happy and fun de ... without them NS would be very boring ...
first of all i would like to say some stuff that i found out in the 3 mths ... some things i find abit dumb ... lets say 1 guy do something wrong ... like move in a file or whatever ... then they must punish the whole lot ... i reallyyyyyy don't understand why ... shouldn't they punish the one that is in the wrong only ? ... if you say no then something is wrong with you :X ... the army boast their meritocracy system ... where you will be awarded if you do good and 'condemmed' if you didn't do well ... so if those ppl who didn't move in a file get punished then wouldn't it not go hand in hand with the meritocracy system ? ... punishing ppl who are in the right ... yes you might think that its hard to pick out those who move ... so you have to punish all rite ... but then can't they based it on personal integrity ? ... lets say you move in a file and the sgt caught you ... so as a form of personal integrity you ownself down lah ... its just like owning up to something ... it will build a person character too ... the others who see it will also learn from the lesson ... so lets say if that person doesn't want to own up and the sgt knows that he did wrong ... then that person will get even more punishment ... wouldn't this be a good idea ? ... cause its really killing the whole flock just because of one black sheep ...
another thing is guard duty ... i really really dun understand why must do guard duty ... there are RP for a reason ... and if you say not enough RP rite but can't be ... i ask so many ppl and they say they want to be MP and if i'm not wrong some of MP will go RP ... so they should put some RP there ? ... cause i was thinking ... the 7 hours of uninterrupted rest ... all recruits need that for a safe training rite ... so those who do guard duty can't have that ... and thus = not safe training ... yes they do wear a tag but wth ... it will still kill them ... yes we are given until like 11am to rest but then sometimes after guard duty will have events that cannot be skipped ... so its kind of wtf ... you can't sleep much for the whole night and your rest is taken away which means even more unsafe training ... and sometimes your sgt like to kill you by giving stand by area ... so also can't rest ... so tell me wtf ??? ... we as recruits will feel very tired and will be unfit for training but sometimes suck thumb still must go ... so no choice ? ...
one more thing is cold water !!! ... maybe its me only lah ... but dun think so ... i hate cold water -_- ... after you bathe you feel so cold ... after fall sick how ... so also not good ... yes they will say make you get used to cold weather cause field camp all those is cold at night blah blah blah ... but wtf ... 3 mths and i'm still not used to cold water ... well i will never get used to it ... maybe should get excused from cold water and weather ...
another thing is stand by area ... why must stand by area ... just to check if your area is damn clean or not rite ? ... but then whats the point ? ... checking areas like under the cupboard ... under the bed that frame ... under the chair ... windows ... i really find it pointless ... under cupboard for what sia ... its not like rats will live there ... that frame of the bed also wtf ... i really dunno why must check that areas ... its not my sgt that do that only leh ... its written in the booklet that is in the bunk ... so really i dunno what is the real reason for stand by area ... if you say too much dust cause asthma then bullshit ... main land more dusty than my bunk ...
hmm other than that i dun see anything else to write ... anyway the first 3 mths is okay ... the starting you will find very tough ... but as training progress you will feel it gets easier and easier ... last time was really omgwtf ... but now ... hey chicken feet ... maybe it shows that the starting they push you is good ... it trains you up ... but not exactly progressive ... but still good ... hmmm ... other than that ... NS is fun with your bunk mates your plt mates and the sgts ... they joke with you ... play around with you ... tekan you for some stupid stuff ... the wonderful canteen and e-mart breaks ... eventhough the stuff is x but better than nothing ... maybe the worse thing is camo on camo off ... you do already sure damn emo ... the crappy recruit night ... yeah i'll talk about it later ... super crappy one ... other than that ... its good that 3 mths gone ... so PLS POST ME TO AIRFORCE !!! ... pls pls pls ... pray pray pray ...
recruit night is a total disaster ... cause it sucks big time ... really wtf ... actually supposed to be ppl from MDC come de but wtf ... it became a recruit performance ... really really damn disappointed ... its just recruit performances ... really boring ... everyone in my plt was disappointed to the max ... even the sgt also disappointed ... can't they just go ahead with the MDC ... sad ... maybe one of the worse events of BMT ... sucks ...
i shall end of my 3 mths here !!! ... events for block leave !!! WAHAHAHAH ... i need more free timeeeeeeeeee ...
first of all i would like to say some stuff that i found out in the 3 mths ... some things i find abit dumb ... lets say 1 guy do something wrong ... like move in a file or whatever ... then they must punish the whole lot ... i reallyyyyyy don't understand why ... shouldn't they punish the one that is in the wrong only ? ... if you say no then something is wrong with you :X ... the army boast their meritocracy system ... where you will be awarded if you do good and 'condemmed' if you didn't do well ... so if those ppl who didn't move in a file get punished then wouldn't it not go hand in hand with the meritocracy system ? ... punishing ppl who are in the right ... yes you might think that its hard to pick out those who move ... so you have to punish all rite ... but then can't they based it on personal integrity ? ... lets say you move in a file and the sgt caught you ... so as a form of personal integrity you ownself down lah ... its just like owning up to something ... it will build a person character too ... the others who see it will also learn from the lesson ... so lets say if that person doesn't want to own up and the sgt knows that he did wrong ... then that person will get even more punishment ... wouldn't this be a good idea ? ... cause its really killing the whole flock just because of one black sheep ...
another thing is guard duty ... i really really dun understand why must do guard duty ... there are RP for a reason ... and if you say not enough RP rite but can't be ... i ask so many ppl and they say they want to be MP and if i'm not wrong some of MP will go RP ... so they should put some RP there ? ... cause i was thinking ... the 7 hours of uninterrupted rest ... all recruits need that for a safe training rite ... so those who do guard duty can't have that ... and thus = not safe training ... yes they do wear a tag but wth ... it will still kill them ... yes we are given until like 11am to rest but then sometimes after guard duty will have events that cannot be skipped ... so its kind of wtf ... you can't sleep much for the whole night and your rest is taken away which means even more unsafe training ... and sometimes your sgt like to kill you by giving stand by area ... so also can't rest ... so tell me wtf ??? ... we as recruits will feel very tired and will be unfit for training but sometimes suck thumb still must go ... so no choice ? ...
one more thing is cold water !!! ... maybe its me only lah ... but dun think so ... i hate cold water -_- ... after you bathe you feel so cold ... after fall sick how ... so also not good ... yes they will say make you get used to cold weather cause field camp all those is cold at night blah blah blah ... but wtf ... 3 mths and i'm still not used to cold water ... well i will never get used to it ... maybe should get excused from cold water and weather ...
another thing is stand by area ... why must stand by area ... just to check if your area is damn clean or not rite ? ... but then whats the point ? ... checking areas like under the cupboard ... under the bed that frame ... under the chair ... windows ... i really find it pointless ... under cupboard for what sia ... its not like rats will live there ... that frame of the bed also wtf ... i really dunno why must check that areas ... its not my sgt that do that only leh ... its written in the booklet that is in the bunk ... so really i dunno what is the real reason for stand by area ... if you say too much dust cause asthma then bullshit ... main land more dusty than my bunk ...
hmm other than that i dun see anything else to write ... anyway the first 3 mths is okay ... the starting you will find very tough ... but as training progress you will feel it gets easier and easier ... last time was really omgwtf ... but now ... hey chicken feet ... maybe it shows that the starting they push you is good ... it trains you up ... but not exactly progressive ... but still good ... hmmm ... other than that ... NS is fun with your bunk mates your plt mates and the sgts ... they joke with you ... play around with you ... tekan you for some stupid stuff ... the wonderful canteen and e-mart breaks ... eventhough the stuff is x but better than nothing ... maybe the worse thing is camo on camo off ... you do already sure damn emo ... the crappy recruit night ... yeah i'll talk about it later ... super crappy one ... other than that ... its good that 3 mths gone ... so PLS POST ME TO AIRFORCE !!! ... pls pls pls ... pray pray pray ...
recruit night is a total disaster ... cause it sucks big time ... really wtf ... actually supposed to be ppl from MDC come de but wtf ... it became a recruit performance ... really really damn disappointed ... its just recruit performances ... really boring ... everyone in my plt was disappointed to the max ... even the sgt also disappointed ... can't they just go ahead with the MDC ... sad ... maybe one of the worse events of BMT ... sucks ...
i shall end of my 3 mths here !!! ... events for block leave !!! WAHAHAHAH ... i need more free timeeeeeeeeee ...
Saturday, December 01, 2007
IPPT : Silver ...
yay !!! finally got SAFRA talk ... really finally ... see the power of my nick ... unbeatable ... anyway ... this week quite slack ... well its supposed to be slack ... the miracle thing is i got silver for IPPT !!! ... wahahahaha ... its a real miracle cause i didn't had any training for 3 weeks straight ... and i managed to get silver ... rofl ... really rofl ... a real miracle huh ... and something interesting is ... my 2.4km improve from the first cat test of 1159 to now 1117 ... and ... i did a total of like only 4 or 5 30:60 and 0 60:120 ... lol ??? ... of course i got do agr ... but its like less than 10 ? ... what a joke ...
and yes ... POP SOON !!! lololol ... of course happy lah ... can get out of tekong le ... airforce pls ... ahhhh i can't wait to get my block leave ...
and yes ... POP SOON !!! lololol ... of course happy lah ... can get out of tekong le ... airforce pls ... ahhhh i can't wait to get my block leave ...
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