again ...

ahh it happened again ... a few months ago ... a few weeks ago ... and today ... purposely intentionally or coincidence ? ... i don't know and i don't want to know ... but then how do i continue from here ? ...

right or left
hand or foot
tsae raf ta reh was i

2008 - 2009

WOW ... very long didn't update ... but i'm not surprised ... 2008 is gone and we are in 2009 now ... so what are the main interesting things that happen in 2008 ? ... well ... none -_- ... 2008 i went to sispec ... not very interesting ... well i didn't want to go there but anyway was still there ... then after bslc went to aslc ... again even MORE uninteresting ... thailand is crap ... then went to bmtc ... oh crap ... slighting more interesting than aslc but still ... not interesting ... so in conclusion 2008 is not interesting ... why ? ... NS life is not interesting for me ... since the day i entered ... i lost interest in alot of things ... most of the things i didn't go and bother anymore ... why ? ... cause i dun find a meaning in it anymore ... christmas ... new year ... i dun see anything in it ... what an exciting life i have ... in 2008 i look forward to only one thing ... 130909 ... other than that life is as boring as any other day ... celebrations doesn't have any signification in my life ... but for 2009 ... maybe ... maybe it will finally change for i forseen it already ... we shall see ...