Sunday, July 25, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
a trip to malacca ...
his time is grandmother bday ... we reached malacca around 12+ then go to a new shopping center ... the shopping center damn big !!! ... can fight with vivo sia ... then we ate herbal meal for lunch O.o ... the proportion is too much !!! ... crazy ppl -_- ... some pics of that place that we ate ...
the menu ...
the place ...
found this interesting leaf ...
then next up is grandmother bday dinner ... see the good fooddddddddddddd ...
the menu ...
the place ...
me and my sis ...
the crazy meal !!! ... all together got too many dish for me to name :X ... but its definitely for at least 6 person meal -_- ...
then after that go shopping here and there and go grandparents house ... as usual dogssssssssssssssssssss ...
found this interesting leaf ...
then next up is grandmother bday dinner ... see the good fooddddddddddddd ...
Monday, July 19, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Friday, July 09, 2010
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when ppl start to do things that they don't normally do, does it mean that they have move on ? ... or in the first place it already happened ... hmmm ...
Saturday, July 03, 2010
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i've been trying to get you out of your shell but you just don't want to leave your comfort ... thinking everything bad is going to happen and not wanting to try ... might as well go live into a fairytale ... i've been trying for ages and every time bad things happen but i didn't give up and yet you can't do it for one more time ...
you always want me to leave and now i left ... not because of other people but because of you ... you made me leave ... did you even want this ? ... now you are sad and broken because of this ... do you think its worth it ? ... if you are sad because of other ppl then enters then its still okay ... but because of this issue and you are broken ... its not worth it ...
don't make yourself suffer ... but you just want to make yourself suffer ... i hope you learn this lesson ... in life, good things like what had happen before this doesn't come that easily ... you said you want to treasure but you are not doing anything to treasure it ... you are just throwing things away because you want to be in your comfort zone, not wanting to step out ...
and for the record ... the bad side of everything that happen is all i remembered because its all virtual ... like i said before, virtual stuff can never be experienced so it can never be remembered well ... i seriously don't remember anything good that happened ... its all bad stuff that happened ... the virtual world is a death bed ... people don't remeber things that we don't go though, that we don't experience ... its a dead end in the virtual world ... get out of it ...
i've told you many things and yet you don't believe ... now you see the effect ... i learnt alot in the past already ... i'm trying to help yet you don't want to help yourself ... many things that i told you before will start to make sense one day ... i'll say again ... don't make yourself suffer ... learn from mistakes ...
you always want me to leave and now i left ... not because of other people but because of you ... you made me leave ... did you even want this ? ... now you are sad and broken because of this ... do you think its worth it ? ... if you are sad because of other ppl then enters then its still okay ... but because of this issue and you are broken ... its not worth it ...
don't make yourself suffer ... but you just want to make yourself suffer ... i hope you learn this lesson ... in life, good things like what had happen before this doesn't come that easily ... you said you want to treasure but you are not doing anything to treasure it ... you are just throwing things away because you want to be in your comfort zone, not wanting to step out ...
and for the record ... the bad side of everything that happen is all i remembered because its all virtual ... like i said before, virtual stuff can never be experienced so it can never be remembered well ... i seriously don't remember anything good that happened ... its all bad stuff that happened ... the virtual world is a death bed ... people don't remeber things that we don't go though, that we don't experience ... its a dead end in the virtual world ... get out of it ...
i've told you many things and yet you don't believe ... now you see the effect ... i learnt alot in the past already ... i'm trying to help yet you don't want to help yourself ... many things that i told you before will start to make sense one day ... i'll say again ... don't make yourself suffer ... learn from mistakes ...
Friday, July 02, 2010
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the world is evil ... everything is evil ... the whole fucking universe is against me ... always against me ... the universe hates me ... universe wants to hurt me ... universe wants to torture me ... universe wants to get rid of me ... fine ... go ahead universe !!! ... do all you want ... i'm just a puppet anyway ... a toy for the universe to play with ... a toy that the universe will never get bored of because i'm just so fun to be played ...
and i fucking hate it ...
and you ... i don't wish to say anything anymore ... i believe too much ... too much until i got cheated ... it wasn't going to happen at all and yet i got cheated by you ... i fucking believed you time and time again ... everytime you lied to me i told myself nvm i can trust you again since you say so ... but then you were just making use of my 'golden' mouth to get things ... heck maybe everything you said are also to cheat me !!! for you to accomplish what you wanted !!! fucking hell ... bring someone high up so that they will drop more painful ... and thats what you achieved okay !!! but now ... whatever ... i got nth more to say to you ...
oh and on a side note ... its all not a waste of time if everything was real ... its a waste of time if you are just leading me on so that you can reach your final goal ...
and i fucking hate it ...
and you ... i don't wish to say anything anymore ... i believe too much ... too much until i got cheated ... it wasn't going to happen at all and yet i got cheated by you ... i fucking believed you time and time again ... everytime you lied to me i told myself nvm i can trust you again since you say so ... but then you were just making use of my 'golden' mouth to get things ... heck maybe everything you said are also to cheat me !!! for you to accomplish what you wanted !!! fucking hell ... bring someone high up so that they will drop more painful ... and thats what you achieved okay !!! but now ... whatever ... i got nth more to say to you ...
oh and on a side note ... its all not a waste of time if everything was real ... its a waste of time if you are just leading me on so that you can reach your final goal ...
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