3rd disappointment ...

hmmm once again i disappoint myself again ... 3rd bloody time ... won't it ever end ... this time it happened on the MRT with my friends ...

was on the way back towards boon lay from city hall with my friends then when the train about to close its doors ... this girl came in with her friend and sat opposite me and one of my friend ... at first before she came in i see ehh like not bad ... then when she came in and sit down then i see more ... ahhhhhh the eyesssssssss ... as usual i am crazy about eyes ... her eyes very nice ... really very nice ... just like the ice skating girl ... her smile is also very nice ... then was talking to my friend but my attention was on her all the way ... then i realise her eyes even more nicer ... omg ... i'm going crazy ... so thats the scenario ... now for the indepth thinking part ...

why hor this such event keep happening ... i dunno whats wrong le ... the feeling is not good ... really not good ... felt sad ... felt lost ... felt disappointed ... why why why ... but then hor ... in mrt leh ... how to do anything ... really can't do anything ... haiya ... i really dunno how ... someone save me ...



she wears something like a spaghetti shirt but its a dress like that and its black ... doesn't wear spec and have super wonderful and beautiful eyes ... a little chubby :X ... wears those standard female shoes and carries a Gucci hand bag ...

haiz ... what to do ... what to do ......................