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i've been trying to get you out of your shell but you just don't want to leave your comfort ... thinking everything bad is going to happen and not wanting to try ... might as well go live into a fairytale ... i've been trying for ages and every time bad things happen but i didn't give up and yet you can't do it for one more time ...

you always want me to leave and now i left ... not because of other people but because of you ... you made me leave ... did you even want this ? ... now you are sad and broken because of this ... do you think its worth it ? ... if you are sad because of other ppl then enters then its still okay ... but because of this issue and you are broken ... its not worth it ...

don't make yourself suffer ... but you just want to make yourself suffer ... i hope you learn this lesson ... in life, good things like what had happen before this doesn't come that easily ... you said you want to treasure but you are not doing anything to treasure it ... you are just throwing things away because you want to be in your comfort zone, not wanting to step out ...


and for the record ... the bad side of everything that happen is all i remembered because its all virtual ... like i said before, virtual stuff can never be experienced so it can never be remembered well ... i seriously don't remember anything good that happened ... its all bad stuff that happened ... the virtual world is a death bed ... people don't remeber things that we don't go though, that we don't experience ... its a dead end in the virtual world ... get out of it ...

i've told you many things and yet you don't believe ... now you see the effect ... i learnt alot in the past already ... i'm trying to help yet you don't want to help yourself ... many things that i told you before will start to make sense one day ... i'll say again ... don't make yourself suffer ... learn from mistakes ...