the ice skating girl ...

this is my first post at this blog ... dunno why this will be the first ... maybe its worth remembering bah ...

went ice skating with the usual on fri ... which is yesterday ... its was fun ... went in at 2pm ... came out at 7 pm ... lots of things happened ... we fell (except yg zzzzz he refuse to go fast and experience a fall) ... we sang ... we fed ... we knock on the walls ... we form chains ... we got to know who is js pri sch friend lol ... me and js talked about the pink colour girl ... i find she looked a bit like hebe from the side ... well actually we all talked about lots of girls there ... there's this white jacket with green shirt ... this blue one that js was talking about ... henry told us about a white one who was sitting outside ... and i who was just sight seeing unknowningly saw this girl ... a girl for me to drool over ... to yearn to talk to her ... to want to know her ... to want to look at her ... yet ... i didn't do anything ... why ? ... no courage ? ... yes i think really no courage ... never did i approach a girl before ... so ... it was i think kind of bad for me ... she was with a group of friends too ... and they are ... lets say much much better skaters than we are ...

at first it was js who told me about her coming into the place ... he said she had a cute smile ... but i didn't get to see her smile at that time ... i didn't notice her until quite some time ... i failed to notice her in the beginning ... it was until we stopped at the inner wall (thx to yg who kept grabbing the wall ...) then i look to the left ... i saw her ... a girl in white jacket making her fringe down ... like what alot of girls will do ... then i realise ... ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! ... it struck me ... her eyes ... those eyes ... were ... indescribable ... its literally more than words ... the more i look the more i go deeper into looking ... i told yg " wah that girl there ... the eyes very nice " ... he just kept saying " where where " ... then she skate past ... that was the first encounter ...

so after awhile ... she completed one round and stop at her usual spot ... of course i was enjoying the eye candy ... who wouldn't ... so we continued to skate ... talking about skating ... i perfer them playing chinese songs than those english de ... chinese songs more romantic ... really a booster to skate faster ... falling down is another story ... back to story ... every time i past that spot ... i would take a glance at her ... i always did ...

this time ... thx to yg again ... we stop at the outer wall that is close to the entrance ... she came to that area ... that was the best encounter ... she was practicing her ... dunno what its called ... its what ppl do when they scrape the ice ... also a way to brake fast ... so she's going to and fro on the right wall at the counter there ... that was where i'm seriously staring at her ... that was where i saw her better ... that was where more of her dwell onto me ... her eyes were really a beautiful pair ... was really nice ... i really can't describe ... and then i realise there's more of her than just her eyes ... her hair ... NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... ARGH ... somethings just can't be put into words ... so i shall leave it in my mind ... somehow ... maybe i should have secretly took a photo at that time ... but ... i didn't thought of it >< ... sad ... real sad ... too bad ... then we skate off ending the second encounter ... so we continued to turn in circles and she returned back to her 'resting' spot which is the inner wall there ... after awhile ... she took off her jacket ... wah ... lucky the place is cold ... if not i would have melted into liquid ... a black spag she wore ... but somehow ... she went into the ring ... then walk out again ... i was disappointed lah ... cause cannot see her ... she went to sit at the bench at the far left dunno do what there ... she seems sad ... so after a long while she went back into the ring ... yay can see her again ... this time ... most of the time she just hanging out with her friends at the wall there ... once in a while she would skate 1 round then stop ... i'm always trying to catch her :X ... too bad i can't catch up with her ... i'm too slow >< ... oh well ... 1 reason is cause i was tired ... at least she was my motivation to keep going on ... hey every round i get to see her ... somehow she wore her jacket back ... i didn't even see her leave the ring ... maybe i was dreaming ... oh ya ... sometimes when i skate past her 'resting' spot ... i would see her smile ... now i know why js say its cute ... cause its really KAWAII !!!!!!!!!! ... as usual there isn't enough words to describe ...

so we stopped at around the mid outer wall to talk to henry siti and ching si ... that was where ... she went past again ... this time ... she didn't went that fast ... so i really had a good look at her ... haiz ... can't describe lah ... humans should come out with more words to describe ... its was around 6+ pm at that time ... and that slight period of time created the third encounter ...

somehow she and a few friends went to the inner wall close to the entrance ... i guess it makes no difference rite ... since every round i can still see her ... i saw her fall once at that area while practicing ... oh well ... what happened after she fell shall not be said ... its 7pm and it means something ... time to leave the ring ... which means ? ... i think you all know ... i dun need to say ... we left the area but she was still there ... its like my yume was over ... my heaven was gone ... my eyes was shattered ... so until we went imm to eat ljs ... then reality sink in ... i can't talk to her anymore ... i can't know her anymore ... i can't look at her anymore ... anything about her ... i can't ... its like depression sia ... thx to my friends for not trying to make it worse ... and maybe i made them worried but its not over !!! ... reality can take a long time to sink in ... even if it sinked in ... it can still go deeper ... haiz ...

now ... you all must be wondering am i a total idiot or something ... why go crazy over 1 tree rite ... and whats sooooo good about someone that you dunno at all ... BUT ... its all nature ... it just happened ... but its gone ... maybe gone forever ... like yg said ... you yuan wu fen ... she's just ... beyond words ... anyway its a long time since i ever became like this ... that dome girl also not that big effect ... maybe cause i keep looking at this girl ... its been a long long time ... and hey at least its a singapore girl and not a taiwan girl :X ... there's still hope for sg ? ... maybe maybe ...

this time i really regretted ... but then even so ... what can i do ... i can't approach her rite ... and even if i did ... what to say ... come to this type of things i'm totally clueless ... i wun know what to do next ... so maybe after all is my fault ? ... its what i created that destroyed me ... oh well ... better luck next time ... thx for reading ... peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

12 reasons why i looked at her ...
1. her eyes
2. her smile
3. her hair
4. her skating
5. her looking (how she look at ppl)
6. her features
7. her style
8. her attire
9. her innocence
10. her happiness
11. her carefreeness




12. her everything