haHA

2012-01-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

it ended today ...

a lesson that no one else could have taught you but you didn't want to learn it ...

so i have to do it ... i really hope you can figure out what is the real lesson that i want to teach you ...

but i guess you will never figure out ...

day 6

2011-04-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

yay ! tmr she will be taking her flight back to sg !!! wheeeeeeee !!! hope she will have a nice flight back and please reach back safely my dear !!! i miss you alot alot you know ? i really wanna talk to you alot alot too ! hehe i love you dear ... come into my arms~~~

day 5

2011-04-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

today she never come online i guess her hotel got no wifi ... i want talk to her !!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ... the missing jewel in my life haha ... now i really learn how to appreciate her much much more ... bibi come back safely k ! i love you very very much :D muuuuuuuuuuuuuuacks ! <3<3<3

4th day

2011-04-14T09:13:00.000+08:00

haha i really miss her alot ... miss her talking to me ... a few more days and she'll be back !!! YES !!! ... then can talk to bibi alot alot more :D when ever i see other couples i will think of her ... will keep thinking about her and hoping for sunday to come ! i love you bibi muuuuuuuuuuuuacks !

3rd day

2011-04-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY SHE MANAGED TO COME ONLINE TODAY !!! ahahahaha really happy to be able to talk to her again. i feel more alive and happy !!! thanks my dear girl !!! i love you !!!

2nd day

2011-04-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

i wonder how is she doing now ... is it too cold or too hot for her haha ... you know, you will only know how much you miss and treasure someone only when that person is not beside you ...

eventhough she's just going for 1 week but i still miss her alot alot ... i feel so empty without her talking to me ... i guess i'm very dependent on my dear girl haha~

1st day

2011-04-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

1st day that my dear is not in sg and i already miss her ! haha ... i miss her presence in my msn list and miss of her talking to me and disturbing me ... feels kind of empty without her. bibi i really treasure you alot ! so cannot say i dun treasure you ah !!! really hope she enjoying herself there now but at this time she should be sleeping soon ! ... love you my dear girl !

...

2010-08-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

i'm tired of this thing ...

first month anniversary :D ...

2010-08-21T23:52:00.001+08:00

celebrate first month anniversary with my bibi today !!! :D ... we went changi airport and its the first time i see bibi wear what she wore ... woooo love it ^^ ... we go changi airport walk walk see see ... spend the day together :D ... and she made for me a card !!! ... i was so surprised O.o ... i totally didn't expect that ... some pictures ... muuuuuuuuacks bibi~ <3 ,,, happy first monthsary !!!! ...

the contents of the card is for me to know only :p ...

a day out ...

2010-08-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

ahhhh went out with bibi and it was fun ... always fun ... her blogs says all :X ... resort world is stilllllllll okay bah ... finally got the member card after dunno howwwww long -_- ...

你做的事, 没有把我放在眼里 ...

2010-08-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

你做的事, 没有把我放在眼里 ...

special ...

2010-07-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

the very first time :D ...

3rd ...

2010-07-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

3rd ... 21 july 2010 ...

and the very 1st :D ...

a trip to malacca ...

2010-07-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

his time is grandmother bday ... we reached malacca around 12+ then go to a new shopping center ... the shopping center damn big !!! ... can fight with vivo sia ... then we ate herbal meal for lunch O.o ... the proportion is too much !!! ... crazy ppl -_- ... some pics of that place that we ate ...

the menu ...

the place ...

me and my sis ...

the crazy meal !!! ... all together got too many dish for me to name :X ... but its definitely for at least 6 person meal -_- ...

then after that go shopping here and there and go grandparents house ... as usual dogssssssssssssssssssss ...

found this interesting leaf ...

then next up is grandmother bday dinner ... see the good fooddddddddddddd ...

2nd ...

2010-07-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

2nd ... 18 july 2010 ...

and many 1st :D ...

1st ...

2010-07-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

1st :) ... 16 july 2010 ...

..................

2010-07-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

when ppl start to do things that they don't normally do, does it mean that they have move on ? ... or in the first place it already happened ... hmmm ...

..................

2010-07-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

i've been trying to get you out of your shell but you just don't want to leave your comfort ... thinking everything bad is going to happen and not wanting to try ... might as well go live into a fairytale ... i've been trying for ages and every time bad things happen but i didn't give up and yet you can't do it for one more time ...

you always want me to leave and now i left ... not because of other people but because of you ... you made me leave ... did you even want this ? ... now you are sad and broken because of this ... do you think its worth it ? ... if you are sad because of other ppl then enters then its still okay ... but because of this issue and you are broken ... its not worth it ...

don't make yourself suffer ... but you just want to make yourself suffer ... i hope you learn this lesson ... in life, good things like what had happen before this doesn't come that easily ... you said you want to treasure but you are not doing anything to treasure it ... you are just throwing things away because you want to be in your comfort zone, not wanting to step out ...

and for the record ... the bad side of everything that happen is all i remembered because its all virtual ... like i said before, virtual stuff can never be experienced so it can never be remembered well ... i seriously don't remember anything good that happened ... its all bad stuff that happened ... the virtual world is a death bed ... people don't remeber things that we don't go though, that we don't experience ... its a dead end in the virtual world ... get out of it ...

i've told you many things and yet you don't believe ... now you see the effect ... i learnt alot in the past already ... i'm trying to help yet you don't want to help yourself ... many things that i told you before will start to make sense one day ... i'll say again ... don't make yourself suffer ... learn from mistakes ...

..................

2010-07-02T23:16:00.001+08:00

the world is evil ... everything is evil ... the whole fucking universe is against me ... always against me ... the universe hates me ... universe wants to hurt me ... universe wants to torture me ... universe wants to get rid of me ... fine ... go ahead universe !!! ... do all you want ... i'm just a puppet anyway ... a toy for the universe to play with ... a toy that the universe will never get bored of because i'm just so fun to be played ...

and i fucking hate it ...

and you ... i don't wish to say anything anymore ... i believe too much ... too much until i got cheated ... it wasn't going to happen at all and yet i got cheated by you ... i fucking believed you time and time again ... everytime you lied to me i told myself nvm i can trust you again since you say so ... but then you were just making use of my 'golden' mouth to get things ... heck maybe everything you said are also to cheat me !!! for you to accomplish what you wanted !!! fucking hell ... bring someone high up so that they will drop more painful ... and thats what you achieved okay !!! but now ... whatever ... i got nth more to say to you ...

oh and on a side note ... its all not a waste of time if everything was real ... its a waste of time if you are just leading me on so that you can reach your final goal ...

11 june ...

2010-06-12T11:04:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh ... lol ... very long no write anything ... so i shall write something on this day ...

yesterday we went to it show to buy stuff ... really alot pretty girls ... how good it is if they will all queue up and let me see :X ...

then after that we go mount faber to cut the cake lol ... first time i cut the cake in the wild ! ... so special and exciting lol ...

then we walk down a trail IN THE DARK to harbour front ... the place is not lit at all ... so damn dark ... not even moon light ...but lucky my phone torch is good ... so the day is saved !!! ...

lol now i wun forget this day ...

FUCK IT !!!

2010-04-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

i don't fucking care anymore ... sadden and pissed off ... most of the things that i said are truth turn out to be lies for you ? ... fine !!! ...
never did believe in the first place ? after so many times i said it ? i'm playing you ? testing things on you ? call me childish i don't give a fuck ... no one ever knows me ... NO FUCKING ONE ... its the last straw and no more of that FUCKING species is ever getting to know me that easily any fucking more !!!

oh and an extra thing to take note ... its not your fault ... its all MINE ... i open up too much to you when i already know how much those species had hurt me again and again ... its my fault ... i should have seen it coming ... i should have prepared for it ... i should have not even fucking talk so much to those species !!! ... FUCK THOSE SPECIES !!! HURT ME ALL YOU WANT FOR I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANY FUCKING MORE !!!

A special entry ...

2010-04-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

no one knows, no one wonders, no one bothers but the past things that happened has always greatly affected me throughout my life until now. everyone might think its a small issue and its stupid for me to be so affected by it but to me, it matters alot. different things matter for different ppl and this is one of the thing that i hold greatly.

how much i wish for it in the past, until i am numb of it. how much i yearn for it in the past, until i am tired of it. how much i wanted it in the past, until i don't want it.

emotional pain can never be removed. scars will heal but emotional scars will never heal. no one else understands it. i am me. i think and feel differently from everyone and no one will ever feel the same as anyone. i can't let it go at all, even after so many years. its there forever ...

i don't want to say whose fault it is, nor can i say anything. i know its in the past, so make me erase my memory; forget about everything that happened. i didn't expect it to affect me so much after so many years. i can't live through it. i'm stuck at that stage forever and ever. i know its gloomy for me to say that and many people hate me for saying that but i just can't get out. i'm chained to it and weighted down by it.

i want to escape but it will come back one day. i don't want to add more misery to this pile of misery. that is why i distrust it, forgo it, prevented it. i always try to see if i can get back to the present. i keep trying and trying but i just don't see how i can get back to the present. call me stupid or idiot, i don't care.

can i ever trust it again ? i don't know. i really don't know ...

i'm tired and sick of it. i just want to die off from it. what should i do ...

i know only i can help myself but i don't see how i can help myself when i am the one who contain the past. only way is to trust it again but it will be hard, taking over mount everest.

i'm sorry i can't accept the present because the past already cast a shadow of doom over me. a shadow that blocks my present and blinds the future path.

time doesn't heal. at least not for this. maybe i should give up and stop thinking about it. its not worth anymore ...

happiness is just a mask for me. sadness is a soul that i have ...

stuff on 2009 ...

2010-03-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

article from today's straits times ...

on avg, each sgrean ate in 2009
vege - 83.8kg ---- 1.14m per day per country
fruits - 69.1kg ---- 946k per day per country
chicken - 31.6kg ---- 432k
fish - 24.6kg ---- 337k
pork - 19.1kg ---- 261k
hen eggs- 18kg / 300 eggs ---- 246k/4.1m eggs !!!

Daily ridership
total for bus and MRT - 5037000 pple --- lets say avg fare is 85 cents so per day --- $4.281m and per year --- $15.62b ...

No of houses ---- 1133385 ... % of household having cars --- 38% ... and that is a total of 430k cars ...

next is bus fare ... avg is 67cents in 2009 ... now thats wierd ... if my memory serve me correct, the fare in 2009 is 63 cents cheapest for adults and most expensive is $1+ ... so how in any sense can 69 cents be achieved ? ... maybe with the inclusion of child and senior citizen but 69 cents is still too low ... if that is the average, lets say 4 trips a day $2.76 for 6 days $16.56 and for 1 mth $66.24 and 1 year $794.88 ... go compare ...

something ...

2010-03-26T20:02:00.000+08:00

something that i saw ...

A philosophy professor stood before his class and wordlessly picked up a large empty jar and started to fill it with rocks 2" in size. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They all agree that it was.

So the professor picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar and shook the jar lighty. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the rocks. He then asked the students again if the jar was full They agreed it was.

Next, the professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course the sand filled up the rest of the space. "Now," the professor said, "I want you to recognise that this s your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - anything that is so important to you that if it were lost, you would be devastated. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. THe sand is everything else. The small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first, there will be no room for the pebbles or the rocks. Same goes for your life. If you spend all the energy and the time on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children.Take time to get medical check-ups. Take your partner out dancing. There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, give a dinner party and fix the disposal."

"Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand"

words of wisdom no. 1

2010-03-03T10:21:00.000+08:00

Bernard's daily words of wisdom no. 1 : live as yourself, not as others ...

this basically means to live to do what you want, who you want to be, what you want to be, things you want to do etc ... and not live the way others want you to live ... don't be a puppet and let others control you ...

how to do it is to be free from others thoughts and actions ... only by really thinking through what others are doing and saying and then taking your own action will really let you live as yourself ... of course ppl can influence you but its up to you to decide how much they will influence you ... so don't let others determine how you will live ...

nth to say ...

2010-02-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

wow long time since i wrote something here ... quite busy nowadays ... alot things to do bah ... oh well ... life is meant to be busy for now ...

2010 CNY ...

2010-02-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

yes this is my first ever CNY eve in singapore !!! ... so excited sia ... every year my family and i will be in malacca for eve and half the 1st day of cny bah ... but this year finally in sg ... yesterday went to jurong west to see how does day before eve looks like ... really a different sight ...

but !!! ... cny in sg seems boring -_- ... maybe cause too long holiday ... but okay ... i should spend my time studying ... but i'm killing too much zombies !!! ... oh well ... how to be in a mood to study during cny ? ...

the meaning of interesting ...

2010-02-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmm okay now there is finally a good explaination to how i can be so interested in someone and yet not like that person ... thx to yg for telling me things about human psychology ...

i finally know the true answer to how i can be so interested in someone ... because unlike poles attract and that is what happened ... because people is so unlike from me until i feel that that person is interesting ... its like what i always say from the beginning ... i just want to know that person ... wouldn't everyone be interested to know something that is interesting ? ... its the same for me ... if you never seen someone or something before, it would arouse your interest rite ... same concept ...

so in conclusion its not like ... its only interesting ...

one irritating fact ...

2010-02-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm ... i hate it when you want to talk to someone but dunno what to say ... its like you want to go somewhere but you dunno where to go ... so irritating ... give up on myself zzzzzz ... maybe my life is really that boring until i got nth to say ... i should just bang the wall ...

tries ...

2010-02-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

ahhh i've been thinking just now and of course in the past that maybe after all i don't need to try ? ... but then if i don't try then i won't know and i won't learn ... its like trying to solve an equation ... no matter what formula i try, i don't see the light ... no matter how many times i try to examine the equation, i just can't find a way to solve it ... no matter how many times i throw the equation away, i will pick it back and keep trying ... how sad ...

how i really hope i can solve the equation ... i can only ask ppl how do it but they can't help me do it ... and the bad part is i must be the one who will initiate to solve the equation ... obviously an equation won't start asking you to solve it rite ... keep trying or stop trying ? ... i forsee that there is no outcome for both scenarios .........................................................

busy busy ...

2010-01-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

this sem really alot things to do >< ... physics lab report ... chem proforma ... 1 tutorial which need to be handed up every friday ... then still got 3 more other tutorials ... ahhh ... too many things -_- ... thats the outcome of 21 AU ... but oh well ... good to be busy ... need to spend more time on tutorials and less time on castle age !!! ...

a wedding dinner ...

2010-01-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

just went to my cousin wedding yesterday at malacca ... eventhough i dunno him well ... so at first i heard the wedding is held at some 'hui guan' ... which is like some clan hall in simple terms ... then i'm thinking "wah should be nth grand bah ..." so we went there and turn out really is a hui guan ... but i was pleasantly surprised ... yes its a real hui guan but the decoration inside is really nice! ... of course there are no pics because i'm simply too lazy to take pics ... but there will be pics ... from my uncle's camera ... so anyway back to story ... let me describe it to the best of my crappy language ...

there's a BIG circular pic of the couple at the back of the stage ... seriously big ... then its surrounded by balloons, forming a heart shape but the heart doesn't merge together at the bottom tip ... the balloon ends at somewhere else ... that is something new that i never seen before ... so throughout the whole wedding, there's non stop entertainment ... this 3 guys 1 girl keep singing many many songs ... 1 keyboard, 1 guitar, 1 vocal ... so they literally sing the whole night ... many songs that i'm sooooo familiar with ... then at the stage, there's 2 fire spitting thingy ... keep flaming ... can feel the heat -_- ... and the best part is still got those small fireworks that comes out from the stage ... if you play l4d2, its the same like concert map that fireworks ... i'm impressed ... never seen it in sg weddings before ... of course you can't miss out the videos from the morning ... nicely done ... and there are soo many pics ... some pics really very nice ... the effects are masterfully done ... and one part of the wedding i couldn't believe my eyes ... at the start of the wedding, before the couple walked in, mickey and minnie mouse appeared -_- ... dead serious ... i'm thinking "WTF" ... who in the right mind would hire mickey and minnie for a wedding !!! ... but i can say they made it quite romantic ... nicely done ...

oh and now comes the food part ... wah ... the food is nice man ... cold dish (the sushi is nice ... bah ... everything is nice ...) ... shark fin (i ate so many bowls cause got extra -_- ... freaking 5 bowls lah ... and there's nth nice about the fins SO PLS STOP KILLING SHARKS FOR IT !!!) ... then still got roasted pork ... chicken ... mushroom with vege ... cereal prawns (damn nice ...) ... forgot if there is anything else and the dessert ice cream ... the weird thing is no rice or mee one ... the food is good ...

the whole wedding is really wonderful ... i can say its much better than sg wedding dinner ... the food, ambience ... its more like a wedding dinner ... you save the money on the venue and you can use the money to get other extra stuff !!! ... very good idea i must admit ...

looking at the wedding, i sure feel something missing in me ... oh well ...

now ...

2010-01-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

the situation now cannot be resolved ... and i can't turn back time to fix things ... it has turn into something which i can't control or do anything about ... so i can only leave it as it is ... no one is to be blame but myself ... because of my inability to understand and communicate better ... and of course its due to the things i say, which is deteriorating day by day, i just couldn't say normal stuff anymore ... but to me, i don't think i'm giving out any wrong ideas ... maybe its how they inteprete ... i dunno ... and i will NEVER know ... no one ever tell me ...

if you ask if i regret ? ... i can say yes and no ... because i got no idea where i went wrong ... i seriously thought everything was going well ... but it turns out whatever that happened 1 mth plus ago is just my misconception ... maybe i really can't learn ... maybe i'll always be stuck there ... maybe i'll never be able to climb out again ...

Your actions lies in you ...

2010-01-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna spend some time and write this ... i taught myself this logic because i don't want other people to affect my actions ... whenever someone makes you angry, do you get pissed ? ... if you do, it means you are not controlling your own actions ... you have a choice to choose to get pissed or just forget it ... its up to other ppl to do what they want ... we can't stop them nor change them ... what we can do is control how we react ...

for example, a guy walk and drop into the drain ... can you control that ? ... no you can't ... we can't control his actions ... how the hell we know why he drop into the drain ... but we can choose to either laugh or help him ... this is our action, the thing that we can control ...

of course it doesn't only apply to getting angry ... it can apply everywhere ... if ppl scold you and you think its illogical then dun bother listening to them! ... their mouth = their problem ... my action = my problem ... at most if the person is really too much and you think it will affect his development then you can tell him his mistakes or he should not do that blah blah blah ... whether he listen or not is up to him ... we did our part as we can't force an idea or theory into someone ...

many things is way beyond our control ... but we can control ourselves ... don't let other ppl affect your actions ... that is what happened to me ... i shouldn't let the choices ppl make affect my actions ... i remembered this thing and that is why i'm back to normal now ...

oh and if you think ppl scolding you is bad cause you lose pride ... then how much is pride worth ? ... there was once my recruit told me "sergeant you shouldn't just let him anyhow scold you (in a fun way) " then i tell him ... "him scolding me doesn't affect me ... i lose nothing ... and the things he say won't change the way my life is now ..." then he said "but its pride" and i replied "how much is pride worth ? nothing ..." he said "but ......." he couldn't find the words to continue ...

come to think of it now ... i must add on some stuff ... the things people say won't affect my life rite ... if that guy say "go and die" ... would you die immediately ??? ... no ... "go eat shit" ... would you do that ??? ... no ... but if "can you do this to improve blah blah blah" of course you must take into consideration what he/she said and think through before doing it ... following blinding is just like scolding ppl ... not thinking ...
so i don't see any reason why must we be angry if someone scold you ...

so the next time someone say something bad about you, think through first ... if it is true, you will know it and change for the better ... but if its not true then ignore it ... there is no need to say anything else to that person ... so remember this ... others don't determine who you are, only you determine who you are ...

hmmm ...

2010-01-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back to normal now ... forgot about my own theory where what ppl do is what they do and i can't do anything about it ... but how i react to how it affects me is what i can control ... so of course this time i managed to fail myself ... but at least it reminds me of my theory again ...

reason ...

2010-01-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

no need for any reason to know why ... kind of obvious actually ... so i don't need to say the reason ... i'll only say its an accumulation of things ...

what if the things that happened never ever existed ? ...
what if what you thought and saw never ever existed ? ...
what if you keep failing but the reason never ever existed ? ...

something is wrong ...

2010-01-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

yes something is terribly wrong !!! ... and the worst part is i got completely no idea what is wrong !!! ... maybe its something that i typed somewhere ? or anywhere ? ... maybe today is not the day ? ... maybe i'm really bad at it ? ...
so many maybes and i got absolutely no clue ... i hope there are lots of clues ... at least it'll be easier for me to figure out ... but now i'm really suspecting i'm really not able to do it ... OR they are meant to be this way towards me ...
but there's always the wrong idea floating around ... HUMANS THINK !!! ... its so tiring to keep figuring out and yet not knowing any ... one day i'm sure i will stop and when that day comes it will be the start of something new and the end of the known and usual future ...
so tiring ... give me a break ... tell me something ... whatever it may help me figure out ... ANYTHING ...

unbelievable ...

2010-01-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

' We are two student researchers from blah blah blah, and we are carrying out a research project, as part of our (FYP) thesis, to explore the development of romantic relationships in massively multiplayer online role-playing games (MMORPGs).
Currently, we are looking for MapleStory players for our online interviews. During these interviews, we will ask you about your experiences in your romantic relationships formed in MapleStory. All you need to do is to be present on your instant messenger at the date and time arranged. '

WOW ... research on romantic relationship in mmorpg O.o ... now thats something new ... oh and you will be paid ... i can't believe this is happening -_- ... but maple is ... crap lol ... there are lots of relationship that happen through online stuff but why maple ??? ... i would suggest they take habbo instead ... more likely to find more data ... maple you go in whack non stop ... where got time to go find relationship ... crappy game which i don't play ... next time then i'll talk about online relationship ...

today go mind cafe play ... learn new games ... quite fun ... but we play too much then forgot to enjoy the free flow drinks ... damn ... maybe next time can go there again ... play even more games ... not bad i would say ...

pulau ubin ...

2010-01-16T11:44:00.001+08:00

yes !!! finally went to pulau ubin to cycle ... after waiting sooooooooooo long ... always wanted to go there and cycle since dunno how long ago ... we went on 2nd day of 2010 ... its quite fun ... go up those slopes and speeding down those slopes ... damn fun ... love the speed woooo ... boat ride $2.50 ... bicycle $6 ... eventhough the bike is kind of crap but we are good enough to not need anything good :) ... really love the slopes ... one day must go back again ... hahahahaha ...

at the ferry terminal ...

in the bumboat ...

we are special ^^ ...

entrance of pulau ubin ...

how the shops look like ...

i like the sign ... so damn cute ...

look at the slope !!! ...

observatory tower ...

my ex second home !!! ... pulau tekong ...

locate the creature in the next 3 pics ...

lone tree ...

the house ...

description of the house ...

looks like ....................

like someone organs ...

looks cool ...

its cold there ... trust me ...

oks this an ant or me millipede ? ... seem to have an ant head and millipede body ... any ideas ? ...

solar panel in ubin ??? ...

the pic after the journey ...

back in bumboat ...

overall quite fun i can say ... go look around nature ... see many things ... but very shag !!! ... the upslopes really can kill ... maybe i'm getting weaker lol ...

conclusion of 09 hokkaido + shanghai ...

2010-01-12T12:25:00.000+08:00

my final thoughts of the trip and after this will blog about other stuff le ... overall i can say its a wonderful experience ...

going crazily close to a live volcano and smell the sulphur and looking at its boiling stream of water ...

experiencing very low temperatures ... it really IS cold especially at the mountain top ... if stay for long sure cmi ...

when we went for the tour briefing the guy got say open air hot spring then i'm like wth ... so cold walk out naked is crazy ... but after thinking abit i tell myself ... since i'm there le so might as well do stupid things rite ... life is short ... it seems like this sentence is the best thing to follow "Live life. Be who you are. Fall in love with the wrong people, do stupid things, because life is too short for you to care" ... this sentence actually helped me do alot of things so far ... so i really went for the open air hot spring ... crazy experience but love the experience ... hahahaha ...

eating the hokkaido crab was wonderful ... i just simply love the crabs ... kuishin bo one is salty but hokkaido ones are not salty ... you see the big piece of meat you'll go high lol ... when you put into your mouth you'll go sky high ... when you eat it you'll feel like you're not on planet earth anymore ... yes its very nice ... only my description abit kua zhang lol ...

ahhh and skiing is fun ... i really want to do it again ... this time i'll do better wahahahaha ... its really kind of easy to get the hang of it ... you only need to know how to stop ... the rest you can be slowly and easily explore ... thats good enough for first timers ... if i get to ski again i'll figure out the real technique of balance and turning ... so fun to evade people lol ...

oh and i realise my gynophobia % dropped when i was there ... can't think of a good explaination but i think it has got to do with living life and doing stupid things bah ... love those words ... i think its said by some professor to a student ... maybe i also feel less restricted there ? but can't be ... maybe i really heck care just do it ...

and now the last few pics of the trip ... and somethings to say bah ... i think its relatively safe to say here because i'm quite positive the people reading my blog won't be the ones mentioned lol ... the pics will be in order of when i took it ... so don't anyhow think -_- ... oh and to the people that read my blog ... pls keep in mind that i treat the girls as friends and nothing else ... so don't ask me about it lol ... oh and if you're wondering why i write this ... its because it serve as a memory for me ... i tend to forget alot of things ... so that maybe 1 year down the road i read my blog and can bring back the fun time ? ... and don't take me that seriously :) ...

Jasmine ...

hahaha okay i want to say this ... first day at the airport i see her i'm like "what ??? come airport also want to draw the eyes O.o" which i think looks kind of bad :X ... my close friends will know whats with me and make up wahahaha ... then i also thinking "hmm ... without the eyeliner better or worse ?" and i got my answer on the 3rd day ... better without ... anyway i think her eyes are very nice ... big big ... doesn't look big here but in real life her eyes quite big ... then there's life in her eyes too ... dun need to know what it means ... really really like her eyes ... can fight with many other nice eyes ... oh and she's good ... character i mean ... oh i forgot something ... the thing that shock me is at the hokkaido outlet there ... in the bus suddenly she say "can i call you kor" ... i was shock lol ... from then its bernard kor kor ... lololololol ... hey i seldom hear ppl call me kor kor okay ... so its funny for me hahaha ...

Elvina ...

oh the very talented and smart one ... she's kind of cute ... i mean her character ... everytime her father call out for her she dun reply hahaha ... very funny ... then the way she reply her father also very funny ... can see she's really very clever but still very playful lol ... haha she also call me bernard kor kor ... sooo not used to ppl calling me that lol ... oh the version of canon in d she played on the piano kind of nice ... never heard that version before ... need to go and find it ... i know how the mag lev train works ... one day i'll tell her ...

Rayna ...

the youngest of them all ... like everytime kenna bully by them lol ... skiing that time keep falling ... kind of low profile compare to the rest ... so i really can't say much ...

Jasper ...

oh at first is my mother talking to their grandmother then know he's from NTU EEE direct 2nd year and same age as me ... then i heard they say he commando ... then i thinking maybe he knows chua ? ... then turn out really know each other ... such a small world ... he's very quiet ... like no talk much ... oh then i see his psp then know got N64 emulator -_- ... before that i dun know such thing exist zzz ... how dumb of me ... hmm i wonder how is his results ... one day must ask ...

Jessica

oh another low profile ... i know my sister like to talk to her lol ... oh and she told me about the 3 of them who likes to fight with each other ... the 3 younger ones ... can't say much too ...

Myron ...

first thing is weird name ... other than that he's very funny ... likes to do alot of funny stuff ... can really make ppl laugh lol ... the way he talk is very smart ... got once in the hotel lobby ... he go sit at one place where the phone is located and he pick up the phone and say " mama your phone call" lololololol ... damn funny lah ... the grandma also shock ... hahahaha ... the things he say or do sometimes quite funny ... no wonder they like him so much ...

Amanda ...

hahaha didn't expect her to be track and field ... totally dun have the track and field look ... look at her ... her skin tone not even dark ... incredible ... lololol ... and she doesn't know sign up for itunes dun need credit card hahahahaha :X ... and in shanghai we were trying to break each other high score for spazzle ... but ... mine can't be broken :) ... she's interesting ...

hahahaha i hope they don't see this :X ... anyway this will finally conclude the trip bah ... glad to know all of them :) ... next blog post will be something else already ...

shanghai day 5 ... last day of dream ...

2010-01-10T21:13:00.001+08:00

the last day actually not much event ... wake at 0545 zzz ... army style ... then sit coach bus go sit mag lev train ... the last time i went to shanghai i was already trying to guess how it works and move ... but i was lazy to go search on it ... so i decided to ask elvina how to works ... she had the same guess as me how to works ... but she can't come out with how it moves :X ... my original theory is ... for it to be levitating the magnet are repelling and the weight of the train = the repelling force ... thats why the train will levitate ... and for it to move there are magnets that are attracting at the front and repelling all through the bottom of the train ... so there's circuits to keep changing the poles ... basically electromagnets ...

and after researching this is the real answer ... i can say my guess is very close ... at the bottom of the train is a type of material that has diamagnetic properties (a property that will repel any any magnet that it comes close to) ... and this material has to be super cooled to -200 degres before the diamagnetic property will kick in ... that is for the levitating part ... so the moving part ? ... attract at the front and repel at the back ... a slight push on the train will let it move already ... oh and another thing is how the track is arranged ... NSN ... so with this dimagnetic on the NSN it sort of creates a 'tunnel' for the train to move in ... this solves the mystery of the mag lev train in shanghai ...

okay so back to topic ... the train travel at 300km/h but its top speed is 430km/h ... after the train ride we are in the airport le ... so wait for the coach to reach ... and finally took a group 'kids' pic ... the rest of the pic will be in the last dreaming post ... then slowly wait for check in and ... off we go back to singapore ...

shanghai day 4 ...

2010-01-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

wake at 0600 >< and breakfast is quite crappy ... for the first destination we went to long jing tea village ... go there taste eat and part with our money again ... there can bargain too lol ... the muah chee ... actually 3 for 100 ... then change to 3 for 100 free 1 ... then after bargaining 5 for 100 lolololol ... aiya ITS CHINA !!! ... as usual ... on a side note ... to me tea taste the same ? ... dunno how to slowlyyyyyyyyyyyyy enjoy it ...

saw this mini fountain at the hotel ...

dog at long jing cha village ...

okay so after trying the tea we go to those jade + precious stones shop to part with much much more of our money ... this is the whole story ... we were sitted in a room and this sales person come in talk abit then say want to ask his CEO to come talk to us (dunno for what) ... then after that the CEO came but he totally doesn't look like a CEO ... turn out he is the grandson of the CEO ... he totally dun like to be in china lol ... say china no fun ... very restricted blah blah blah ... basically he just wants to have funnnnnnnn ... so he talk talk talk ... tell us don't buy because he also don't care ... then he there entertaining us ... so finally he walk out of the room with us and just ask us to anyhow see ... dun buy also can ... then all looking around ... then forgot why he suddenly give this jade pendant to the grandma ... we all SHOCK ... he just like that give O.o ... FOC ... then now he start selling the products ... he taught us how to see jade ... but he totally mishandling the jade lah ... wtf ... anyhow throw ... he even scratch is own glass lololol ... he cam drop the price of i think 500 to 20 lor ... then 800 to 100 ... 1k+ to 200 ... he just like "okay lah 100 will do" ... damn shocking ... we the 'kids' were at one corner trying to believe what he said ... the shock ... then after that he intro more expensive stuff ... from 50k drop to 4k ... crazy guy ... too rich le ... TOO TOO rich ... so after parting with lots of money and shock ... we finally went for lunch ... nth fantastic bah ...

pic of the rich guy with my mother ... he's 28 btw ...

then now its journey back to shanghai ... LONGGGGGGGG journey zzzzzz ... talked to them in the bus ... while they try to break my unbreakable spazzle high score on my itouch ... i love talking to ppl ... i'm a gemini after all ... but i'm shy :( ...

then at the entry into shanghai got jam zzz ... because of the freaking toll station ... takes veryyyyyy long to pass through ... crap sia ... then we went to feet massage ... wah the massager for mine like totally not happy -_- ... they are students ... she like totally not happy lor ... not happy dun study for it lor ... i see the rest okay leh ... only mine that one zzzzzz ... dun say le ... then dinner is my favourite meal ... herb meal !!! ... yum yum ... love it ... its one of the best china meal so far ...

after dinner went to their relative house ... i must say he's rich lol ... can own 2 condo apartment then the whole floor become his le ... then the house is big for a condo ... then go there eat that da zha xie ... 'big crab' which is not big ... most ppl eat the eggs but yuck i dun like to eat the eggs ... chicken egg okay ... but crab egg ....... no go for me lol ... then after that went back to hotel ... hotel nth much ... tmr last day ... sad ...

shanghai day 3 ...

2010-01-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

0630 wake up again ... don't remember anything about breakfast ... so i think its nth interesting ... we went to some park to walk around ... its like their olden days rich ppl house but converted into a park ... seriously nth interesting inside ... maybe the best part is you walk in but sit boat out ... and while sitting the boat the boat person will sing song for you to sing ... so must clap clap clap ...

on the way there saw a cat ... cute hor ...

then after that go silk factory ... go see silk worm + buy silk stuff ... time to part with your money ... the silk worm will be dead inside its own cocoon ... so i took one and go around disturbing ppl with it lolololol ... so fun :X ... especially the youngest one hahahaha !!! ... dun need ppl to know who is who rite :) ... but they will know anyway later lol ... anyway the worm is ... kind of soft ... then got fluid come out if you press hard enough ... then i hid the worm somewhere so that other ppl will have surprises ^^ ... oh and not everything need to say ... so i shall fast forward ... say too much is not good ... so see fashion show then see silk clothes then go have luch ... finally the lunch is better ... not so salty ...

then we proceed to hang zhou ... the journey also around 2 hours ... once we reach there we go and seat a boat to see the lake ... on the way walking there thx to my sister lol ... funny thing is tour guide bring us walk wrong place -_- ... hahahaha ... okay then we board the boat and slowly move around the river or something ... then after the boat rite tour guide bring us walk around for awhile then sit bus to dinner ... and dinner is still oranges !!! ...

group pic ...

family pic ...

so after that we go see some performance ... really quite nice ... see ppl flying around ... then got acrobats ... dance ... wushu ... quite grand bah ... oh something happened there that i don't understand ... someone tell me ? ...

went to hotel after the performance ... the hotel room actually still okay quite big BUT no freaking heater -_- ... damn cold ... then the hotel like saving electricity ... most of the place off the lights zzz ...

found this in the hotel room ... another way to say china english sucks ... lol ... count heating hotel ??? ... the hotel don't even on the heater !!! ...

this sign is above a mains plug and i tot it says the plug is carefully grounded so its safe ... but then .......

this is one of my favourite hahahahaha ... someone tell me what does the last line means ... sry there's no prize ... go figure :) ...

hmmm lolololololol ...

its so sad writing about this day ... keeps reminding me of the actual day ... where i'm still dreaming and not back to reality ... actually its not only this day ... all the other days too but this is the significant day ... of course there are many reasons but there's a main reason but i won't say ... maybe those ppl will know ... but then its okay ... i'm back to reality and everything doesn't seem to be the same when i'm in the dream ... i can't forget the dream and i don't want to forget the dream ... its just that i wish the things and happenings in the dream will carry on into reality ...

shanghai day 2 ...

2010-01-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

woke at 0630 >< ...breakfast nth good ... maybe the hard boil egg ? ... last few days didn't eat eggs like that ... anyway the restaurant is damn small ... but the hotel got lots of guest ... damn stupid design ... build such a big hotel with such a small restaurant ... is crap ... oh btw in china when you have breakfast in hotel is anyhow sit de ... the tables are of 10 people and you ownself go sit ... they don't care about anything else ... and of course for their mainland ppl if there is nothing on that seat they will immediately sit on it ... must put something on the seat to chop it ...

after breakfast we went to this like olden days place ... there sell lots of things ... mostly food bah ... had soy bean latte from starbucks ... yuck ... taste damn weird ... and then you'll realise shanghai is colder than hokkaido eventhough the temperature can't match hokkaido ...

so as usual for any china trip they bring us to see jade ... after showing us so many jades its time for them to cheat our money ... okay thats a crude way to say ... maybe part with our money ... but they really overprice the whole thing ... a bangle 1800 can cut to 1000 ... then another one 1600 cut to 500 ... insane huh ... thats china for you ... then a ring i think ... from 800 drop to 50 ... you see how high they over price things ? ... its a tourist attraction and they just want to make money out of it ... because eventually they need to have the cashflow and the sales to go on ... thats why they are willing to sell it so low ... so after everyone parted with some part of their money its time for lunch ... lunch is still normal bah ... miss japanese food too much ? ... lol ...

then we are on our way to suzhou ... the journey is about 2 hours + ... first stop is a temple ... han shan shi ... the temple that poet talk about in his poem ... forgot who is it -_- ... inside the temple there's this 800 year old tree ... really looks like 800 years old cause it seems like its dying already ... after that its dinner time ... nth much as usual ... i can't expect much from china ...

so we go to some place to buy their local food bah ... got those little bites ... then we went to find the chestnut ? ... kao lak ... to me ... also not my type of food lol ... on the way of finding i saw a like bubble tea shop ... then thinking hmm okay lor buy drink try ... i see hmmm okay pineapple milk tea ... and when i receive the product i was shock ... HOT milk tea ??? ... wth ... first time i see but its really not bad ... then went to try their soya bean drink and you tiao ...

after that we went back to hotel ... wah the room is crap ... totally crap ... open concept toilet O.o ... and there's no lock for the toilet !!! wtf wtf ... totally sucks ...

as you can see we can see the toilet if you are in the room ... unless you close the curtains which is located in the room ... so anyone can just open and stare at you lol ...

night view from hotel room ...

and the best part is this ... its in the hotel room and if you want to use it you have to pay ... no wonder they put the toilet open concept ... SO THAT YOU ARE TEMPTED TO USE IT !!! ... good way to earn money lol ...

oh and i didn't want to take much pics in china because its CHINA ...

hokkaido day 8 ... shanghai day 1 ...

2010-01-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

woke at 0700 and had breakfast ... there's a shopping district in the airport but we didn't know until the last minute >< ... anyway hokkaido airport is not that small but they only got 1 freaking hand carriage checking area !!! ... dumb ... have to slowly queue up ... and then we're on the way to shanghai ... btw the plane fly freaking slow -_- ... waste my time ... 600+ km/hr only ...

the ice cream quite special ... they take and put on this metallic plate then slowly mix it then become like that ...

the back of china immigration card ... WE ARE ALIENS !!! ...

got down from the airport dunno what time le ... shanghai still quite cooling bah ... the dinner i wouldn't say its nice ... salty and oily ... really not used to china after going to japan ... you see all the japanese so polite and well mannered but when you go shanghai -_- ... totally opposite ... dun want to say here how bad they are ... they still need lots of time before they will at least change for the better ... but seriously i went to china many times and i don't see improvements in their ppl ... the lifestyle ... their manners ... their own upkeep ... still as bad as ever ...

okay after that go dunno which place and do abit shopping ... then go sit a boat to go around the bay of shanghai ... see the night scenery ... not bad bah ... but veryyy cold ... the wind really can kill ... icy ...

the mascot for shanghai expo 2010 ...

the famous shanghai TV tower ...

so after the boat ride we went back to the hotel ... the hotel is quite dumb ... the tour guide himself never go there before so he also dunno -_- ... anyway there are 2 towers but its not link ... so you have to walk out of this building to another building ... and the place we sleep in is different from the place we have your breakfast ... kind of bad design ... and each floor only got 6 rooms ... the room is quite bad ... even the hinge of the door came out -_- ... damn crap ...

hokkaido day 7 ...

2010-01-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

day 7 breakfast sucks ... nth nice ... took the ski mountain again from hotel room ...

so we are on our way back to sapporo and its a 3 hour longgggggggggg journey ... on the way there the window can actually freeze ... you can see ice on it ... show the pics to see properly ...

as you all can see its really frozen ...

then go to consume lunch ... its like teppanyaki but ownself cook ... i think they call it yakiniku ... they give alottttt of meat and tao geh ... the food is good ... the pork taste real good and its fun and tiring trying to cook it ...

you see the amount of meat !!! ... crazy ... btw free flow soup and green tea ...

and they give you 'apron' so that the oil don't splatter on you ... so good rite ...

after lunch we went to asahi beer factory to taste beer ... i actually prefer the super dry over tiger ... its not as bitter as tiger ... but then again i also dun drink much ... so doesn't actually matter to me ... they allow us to try 3 types of beer ... super dry ... stout and draft ... for those who don't drink beer they got give other beverages that is manufactured by asahi ... btw the beer is one full glass ...

saw this cute dog outside ...

i wanna bring home !!! ...

santa commit suicide ? ...

okay so after that we go see swans and mandarin ducks ... wahhhhh super lots of them ... and you can go quite close to them ...

real story of ugly duckling ? ...

as usual i love the ice cream ... maybe i'm bias but i still love hokkaido ice cream ...

and finally the last location is SHOPPING OUTLET !!! ... finally ... after so long we finally can do shopping ... there got lotsssss of cheap cheap stuff ... i buy an adidas running shoe for $SGD 90 ... and a nike for $SGD60 to replace my present air force one in the future ... alot of cheap stuff there sia ... full of offers ... and the place quite big ... much bigger than taipei leeco outlet ... dinner is finally chinese food ... realy chinese food ... not bad actually ...

they have this machine on each table so kids can part with their 100 yen and get a toy which you have to fix yourself ...

so after that we went to the hotel which is in the airport ... and the nice part is we bring our airport trolley into the hotel ...

hokkaido day 6 ...

2010-01-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

wake up at 0700 and had breakfast ... the breakfast is boring ... really nth much so i didn't take pic ... not good enough for me to take a pic of it ... then after that went to see 'waterfall' ...

most people will be wondering where is the waterfall ... its in the pic ... in the form of ice ... its all frozen !!! ...

as you can see the crow is DAMN fat and big ... good life there ...

ice sculptures ... for the upcoming festival ...

then travel to lunch area ... on the way tour guide says that traditionally japanese guys think that girls are born to be food for the eyes ... so naturally they want them to doll up nicely everyday ... and very naturally girls like to make up and look pretty ... so is it because of the guys or because of the girls that girls doll up ? ... wahahahah ... okay now for the lunch pics ... not bad i would say ... can cook your own ramen and they got lots of scallops too !!! ... yum yum ... but not much variety ...

as usual my kiddy plate ...

WHAT ??? ...

oh i love this pic ... see the light beam on the left ? ... its so artistic ... only i can do that :X ...

so after that we went skiing ... wah DAMN fun ... much more fun than ice skating and its easier to get the hang of it ... for a real beginner i think i did really really very well ... but its thanks to amanda and jasmine who taught me how to stop ... first time i ski down i didn't learn how to stop O.o and of course i almost crash into the wall lolololol ... damn pai seh ... then after slowly learning how to stop i became more pro wahahahaha ... love the speed when you come down the slope ... i'm a fast learner :p but master of none lol ... and you won't feel cold ... instead you will feel hot -_- ... even if you fall its totally not painful ... of course don't bang into the wall or what lah ... some ppl really do bang into the wall wahahahahahaha :X ... and after banging can't stand up lolololol :X ... okay super evil here ... i would really love to go back and ski again ... maybe korea or somewhere else ... this time i'll try to do other stuns lol ... oh and there's no pic of me on the snow because i disappeared fast and my sis can't take pic of me ...

the ski shoes are damn hard to fit in ... must really squeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

so after ski we went to the hotel ... real grand i can say ... its like on top of the mountains lah ... nice place ...

pic of another ski area from hotel room ...

then after settling down we went for dinner ... i would say really not bad ... buffet again ... it cost SGD$40+ for the dinner O.o ... lots of variety and its tasty ...

hokkaido day 5 ...

2010-01-04T11:17:00.001+08:00

woke at 0630 and had breakfast ... the waiter actually sit us in a room ... make us feel like VIP lol ... there's not much variety for breakfast ... some boring stuff ...

this is breakfast ... as you can see i didn't take much cause there's nth much to take ...

after breakfast we travel to some place which i dunno what is it called -_- ... go see ppl houses ... all their houses they put out the year in which it was built ... kind of interesting concept ... it serves as a memory for future generations ... at least its something that the future generation knows about the past ... oh but the main purpose is to go there see the only train track that goes from here to asahigawa ... nth interesting ...

the train station ...

ownself use my finger to draw out ...

so after that we went to some photographer exhibition but on the way stop at this very nice place ... its all snow ... then tour guide ask us get down to see the place and she drop into the snow LOLOLOLOL ... damn funny ... then my mother ask if she's okay then she say okay ... but tour guide can't stand up lololol ... we had to help her up ... damn funny ... okay then finally we walk into knee deep snow ... damn fun ... see how everyone tries to walk through it ...

hahaha funny hor ... rare sight ...

and after that we proceed on to the photographer place ... at first we were taking pics of the pics until tour guide say cannot take pics ... so most of my tour members only have pics of the 2nd floor pics but i have more than them :) ... my skill of taking pic secretly enables me to take some real nice pics of those pics ... and i'm not going to upload to any where ...
so after that we went for lunch ... they gave you ramen to cook + put your own sauce + pork ... quite nice actually ... and free flow miso soup + green tea !!! ...

so after lunch we went to sake factory to try the sake ... i didn't take pics cause its too boring already ... anyway they let us try a few sake ... there's one that is really quite sweet and nice ... doesn't really taste like alcohol ... but some is really yucks ... anyway there's a mini fountain outside the shop which the water comes from the mountain ... forget good for what ... filled up water bottles there ...
and on a side note ... the tour guide told us in japan if a guy is drunk after work the police won't catch them even if they break the law ... they can do whatever they want ... because the society understands that a guy working is very tough and really can be pardon for being drunk ... weird but that is japan ... oh and one more thing tour guide said ... japanese men top 3 fantasy - 3rd place : other ppl's wife ... 2nd place : nurse uniform ... 1st place : very very young student ... and tour guide say they are very open about it ... its japan after all ...

so after that we went to experience -41 degrees ... we walk into this building where they show alot of ice thingy ... the temp inside is -20 i think ... when you blow bubbles inside rite the bubbles will drop and then become ice crystal on the floor ... and a normal towel will totally harden ... incredible ... then we went into a room to experience -41 degrees ... but i think abit ...................... cause they just blow cold air but the temperature can't feel its -41 ... maybe cause 10 seconds only ...

eventhough its not clear this is how the bubble will look like ... ice crystal ...

the harden towel ...

another pic of cilone known as sea angel ...

after coldness we don't feel that cold ... we went to take a cable car up to a mountain that is 1.9k meters to take pics of the area ... its a REAL breathe taking experience ... very scenic and beautiful ... too bad can't stay there for long cause its -15 degrees ... enjoy the pics ...

only a genius can take pics like that ...

the X factor ...

in the cable car ...

on the sides of the stairs up to the observatory ...

looks like hamtaro ...

i'm guessing don't spray the bears and put your spray into your bag ...

next location : hotel ... we went back to our rooms first to wait for 1800 dinner ...

dinner was great !!! ... personally steamboat with lots and lots of things for you to cook ... as usual i took the kiddy plate again ...

oh and this is the hotel that i caught da lang ... for those who don't know what is da lang then too bad :) ... it was kind of easy ... the hands of the catcher is not loose and once you caught it ... it won't drop ... kind of fun lol ... and to end it off ...

WHAT BADMINTON ?!?!?!?!?!?! ...

hokkaido day 4 ...

2010-01-01T17:14:00.003+08:00

woke up at 7 am again ... when you open the hotel windows this is what you see ...

breakfast nth special bah ... eventhough its the same place as day 3 dinner but this time the pasta not nice because i didn't add any sauce lol ... so the taste is .................. horrible ... the corn is nice but i'm sick of salmon already ...

after breakfast went to see salmon exhibition centre where they show us the life cycle of salmon ... quite interesting bah ... the outside of the exhibition centre is full of snow ...

my shoe print ... can you see the Nike ? ...

nice trees ...

growth stage of a salmon ... ownself read the description ...

albino salmon ...

fish with skin disease or something ...

i'm guessing don't give the cat any temptation ...

done with me walking ...

went to Isiya chocolate factory after seeing fishes ... the whole layout looks like a fairy land where you can forget all your troubles and live there ... real nice place ... they gave us a sample Shiroi Koibito to try and a passport ... i like the biscuit ... taste real good ... some pics of the place ...

i like this pic ... they make it look like the chef are preventing it from falling ...

manufacturing process ...

i like this sign board ...

my good friends :) ...

we buy a chocolate cake to try and this is the packaging ...

this is how the cake looks like ... the cake is damn damn nice ... the best choco cake i ever eaten ... the texture is so soft and it can melt in your mouth ... the choco is also thick ... wonderful and lovely ... can't find words to describe any further ...

so after that we had lunch at some buffet place but we can't cook those raw food ... not in our package bah ... there's lots of food there BUT all looks weird ... like never see before such food ...

the ice cream looks like ......... especially the choco one ...

after that went to some music box street ... lots of boxes there ... many many kinds ... then ate a 5 flavour ice cream ... its very smooth and soft ... as usual hokkaido ice cream taste real good ...

so after music box area drive to ramen village to have ramen ...the journey is veryyyyyyy long because too much snow then high way close to clear snow ... so alot snow also not very good ... so afterrrrr sooooo long finally reach ramen village ... there got uniqlo ... actually uniqlo already 60 years in japan ... the stuff are real cheap fashionable but its all winter wear ... we went to this supermarket to buy some stuff ... the cashier till or something damn cool ... after scanning all the items and the final price comes out ... the cashier just slot in the money and the change will automatically come out ... quick and easy ... love the freaking innovation !!! ... they should bring it into singapore ... its quick easy and you're not afraid the cashier take any money ... oh and no plastic bags provided -_- ...

the pile of snow ...

they no need traffic cameras or anything because number plate all covered with snow ...

the ramen is tasty ... shoryu ramen ... they don't have like sg what tontoro ramen chicken katsu ramen blah blah blah ... its the choice of soup base that decides the ingredients ... and the portion is freaking big !!! ... one bowl can almost KO me ... and of course its nicer than sg ...

after that went back to hotel for the day ...

hokkaido day 3 ...

2009-12-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

ahhh day 3 woke at 7 am ... i think japanese can't cook western stuff ... totally yucks ... doesn't taste good at all ... some pics of breakfast and hotel room ...
saw this beside the bed ... so no smoking while walking and bed ? ... what bed ? ...
the background is not a picture ... its the view from the hotel room ... nice hor ...

breakfast with snoopy plate again ... as you can see ... its salmon again ...
the hotel from outside ...

bought this gum from 7 11 and they provide pieces of paper for you to dispose your gum ... isn't that innovative and wonderful ? ... now you have no reason to spit it everywhere ...
so after that we went to bear ranch ... of course to see bears ... the bears are sooo cute ... they will do lots of actions just to get your attention and food of course ... below are the pics ... oh and there's a life volcano just opposite the bear ranch ... what are they people thinking ?!?!?!?! ... if it erupts the bear how ? ...

hahaha like playing slide ...
the live volcano ... can see its harden lava ...

emoing one corner ...
i like the ice cream ... taste realllllllly good ...

so after seeing bears we went to sit a boat that goes around lake toya ... a lake that never freeze because its surrounded by volcanic activity ... here are some scenery that i took ...

erm ... cam whore !!!

whose palace ? ...

after that boat ride we went to a live volcanic area ... called hell valley or something ... and saw this at the entrance of it ...

the toilet ... see the signs so cute lol ...

the sulphur spell is very pungent ...

family pic ...

chains so that the tractor won't slip on snow ...

so after that we went to have lunch ... lunch is some steamboat that we have to cook and finish in 30 mins ... wth ... rush for time >< ...
salted fish lol ...

SEE SALMON AGAIN !!! ...

and the fire is not strong ... takes very long to boil ...

family pic again ...

at the lunch place i saw live crabs that they are selling ... so took some pics ... first up queen crab ...

hairy crab ... looks cute hor ...

queen again ...

and finally the king crab ... its thorns are not that sharp ... but it still can hurt ...

we proceed on to a place where you can rent snow mobiles to go up some mountain ... we did not cause its like freaking expensive lah ... its 180 SGD for a 2 seater mobile ... and its for only 1 hour lor ... so we just stay around and play snow do stupid things lol ...

lying on the snow actually felt good ...

saw this in the toilet ... damn cute ... they should put this in all singapore toilets !!! ... hahahaha damn funny ...

after that we went for dinner ... hokkaido crab dinner !!! ... free flow of crabs ... let you eat until you die ... the crabs are not as salty as kuishin bo's hokkaido crab ... and kuishin bo only gives queen crab ... the king crab is real big ... much better tasting than sg ones ...

oh and they provide steamboat too which i didn't eat cause too busy eating the crab ... oh and tried sake ... 2 small cups ... my view is that its the same as liquor but it taste better ... don't have that yuck taste ... eventhough i'm not a drinker but can taste the difference ...

nice hor ? ... i made it :) ... so romantic :X ...

then after dinner tour guide brought us to their orchard road ... which is quite deserted -_- ... cause shops close at 8pm !!! NO LIFE !!! ... took some pics on the way there ...
ghostly image O.o ... anyone want to inteprete ? ...

bed of flowers covered in snow ...

you can see the road is covered with ice ... its slippery ... but cars still can move ...

the shopping district ...

they had i think 7 or 9 of the small alleys ...

more ghostly images ...

temperature check ... -5.3 ...

so after that we went to hotel and stay for the night ... forgot take pics of the hotel room ... but its still okay bah ...

hokkaido day 2 ...

2009-12-28T21:11:00.008+08:00

day 2 morning call at 0450 ... its veryyyyyyy early and tiring >< ... we had to take an early flight so we had our breakfast in bento boxes but its not japanese food ... just some crappy looking food which is not worth mentioning ... on the way to the airport at 0600 ...
btw this is the hotel name for the first night ...
we meet up with group A after checking in and then boarded the plane ... the airport is small ... nth much ... plane took off at 0810 ... the onboard meal is mee with 2 small prawns + muah chee ... the mee is tasteless and oily ... close one eye still can accept the food ...
now come the stupid thing ... me and my sis were sleeping then the flight attendant didn't give us the immigration card ... then when touchdown at 1200 we realise dun have ... then have to go there slowly fill ... in the end we were the last to pass immigration ... anyway some pics in hokkaido airport and the journey to lunch place ...
some old day ship or something ...

drink dispenser in the airport ...
me and my sis in the bus ...

the traffic lights ...

lunch was good ... really different taste from sg japanese food ... even the carrot taste different and nicer ...

btw the one behind my father is the tour guide ...

after lunch we went to hokkaido tribal village ... these tribe ppl are the nomads of hokkaido until the japanese enter the island and took over ... we saw their tribal dance and took some photos ...
this is the first statue at the entrance of the village ...

handsome dog !!! don't you think so ? ...
more of the dog ...
cam whore :X ... wrapping myself looks better ...
another dog ...

bear ...

eat my finger doggy ...
after that we went to the hotel and reached at 5pm ... there is an arcade there too ... some pics of the hotel room ... tatami style ...

saw this in the celing of the lift ... very nice ...

the walkway of the hotel rooms really look like a japanese house ...
so we had dinner at 1800 ... its buffet with lotssssssss of different kind of food ... i think its one of the best buffet i saw so far ... let the pics do the talking ...
look at all the good food ... the salmon sashimi ... plenty of it !!! ... the scallops ... wow ...

i like the pasta its very nice ... taste real good ... love it ...
the pastries are nice ...

look at that !!! ... looooooooook ... yummyyyyyyyyy ...

after dinner we walk around the hotel to go to 7 11 to buy some drinks ... so on the way we saw this real beautiful place ... it had lights everywhere ... really very magical and bright and christmas hahahaha ... undescrible with my limited vocabulary -_- ... it makes you feel like you're in a fairy tale ...
from the outside ...
nice rite !!! ...

they had these small things on the floor ... makes it even nicer ...

went 7 11 buy some stuff then on the way back we realise they actually had small hot spring ponds for ppl to warm up their hands ...
this is found at the petrol station ... it feels realllllll good when you put your hand in ... makes me even more want to go dip into the hot spring ...
btw this is the hotel name and how hokkaido car plate looks like ...

after that went to the arcade to try the ice cream ... tried the green tea and mint one ... real nice ... smooth and deep taste ... love it ...

after that me and my father went to try the hot spring ... have to wear their yukata to go the hot spring ... then bring along their towels ... first have to bathe before going into the hot spring ... the liquid soap and shampoo that is provided is damn nice ... it smells nice and feels nice ... it makes your skin and hair soooooooooooooooooooo smooth !!! ... really enjoy bathing there lol ... so after bathing finish we slowly slowly slowlyyyyyyyyyy step into the hot spring ... really HOT !!! ...
when you managed to get almost half your body into the water your balls will burn !!! LOLOLOLOLOL ... really hot ... very hard to actually step in ... have to like endure the heat ... but once you're in ... SHIOK !!! ... feels real good ... slowly inside the hot spring laze around ... when i came out i felt like my legs are going to cramp -_- ... but nth happy ... just the contraction of blood vessel ... and will feel slightly faint ... then go bathe to cool down myself before going in again ... went for 3 rounds ... it really makes you feel relax but after going in you will feel very tired and can sleep easily ...

add a few more pics ...
me in yukata

bearrrrrrrr ...

ask my sister lol ... and i'm not sleeping ...

hokkaido day 1 ...

2009-12-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

ahhh ... our flight got delayed until 1700+ ... originally is 1600+ de ... then the stupid thing is the guy who is supposed to help us check in didn't gather us there at first ... he ownself go prepare everything then we had to ask if it is him who is helping us check in ... damn crap ... anyway we still managed to check in ... show some pics of T3 ...

my sister and my dad ...

check in area of T3 ...

saw something interesting at T3 ...

it will open up and play some music ...

okay so we managed to fly off at 1800 to shanghai ... there's no inflight entertainment at all but the on board food is nice ... pork curry rice or fish noodle + chicken salad + fruits and bread ...
when we touch down its already 2245 and the its sooooo cooling !!! ...
cam whore while waiting for bus ...

oh btw saw this at shanghai airport ... no need to explain i think ...

they did give free winter coat + gloves + cap and scarf since they are trying to promote shanghai so much ... anyway the shanghai is free package ... we reached the hotel around 0000 ... the room is nice and spacious ... but its very cold after the shower ... dunno to love or hate cold places lol ... slept at 2 am but i can't seem to fall asleep ... maybe not used to it yet ...
some pics in the hotel room ...

yes i know i'm cam whoring but there is more to come ... i know most of my close friends will never believe i cam whore !!! ... but ... i think i turn more crazy when i'm overseas lol :) ...

the lots of channel tv program ... really tooooooooo many ...

okay this is the end of day 1 ... i shall continue day 2 tmr ...

blog ...

2009-12-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

sry to keep changing blog ... i finally figure out how to use the new blogger editor ... so decided to use blogger since xanga very hard to comment ... this will most likely be my permemant blog ...

where did my 7 days of taiwan dream went to ? ...

2009-07-23T12:41:00.002+08:00

ahh my taiwan post will be in my wretch blog ...

www.wretch.cc/blog/eldachi ... do visit !!! ...

food ...

2009-06-07T13:53:00.002+08:00

ahhh ... went to kublia khan mongolian bbq with my usual group of 6 on sat ... nice sia ... since SAF got discount we go went lor ... the food is good ... alots of variety ... if got chance sure want to go eat again ... oh well ... nth else to say lol ...

hmm it happens again ... but its a new one ... table on my right ................ oh well ...

again ...

2009-01-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

ahh it happened again ... a few months ago ... a few weeks ago ... and today ... purposely intentionally or coincidence ? ... i don't know and i don't want to know ... but then how do i continue from here ? ...

right or left
hand or foot
tsae raf ta reh was i

2008 - 2009

2009-01-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

WOW ... very long didn't update ... but i'm not surprised ... 2008 is gone and we are in 2009 now ... so what are the main interesting things that happen in 2008 ? ... well ... none -_- ... 2008 i went to sispec ... not very interesting ... well i didn't want to go there but anyway was still there ... then after bslc went to aslc ... again even MORE uninteresting ... thailand is crap ... then went to bmtc ... oh crap ... slighting more interesting than aslc but still ... not interesting ... so in conclusion 2008 is not interesting ... why ? ... NS life is not interesting for me ... since the day i entered ... i lost interest in alot of things ... most of the things i didn't go and bother anymore ... why ? ... cause i dun find a meaning in it anymore ... christmas ... new year ... i dun see anything in it ... what an exciting life i have ... in 2008 i look forward to only one thing ... 130909 ... other than that life is as boring as any other day ... celebrations doesn't have any signification in my life ... but for 2009 ... maybe ... maybe it will finally change for i forseen it already ... we shall see ...

lunch at SP ...

2008-11-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

hmmm ... today i went back to sp to have lunch ... its a longgggggg time since i went back there ... why i decided to go there ? ... cause i miss the food there ... you think i will so bo liao go back meh ... went to fc4 then realised nth changed much except a few stores ... then like so crowded so i went up hill ... the place got change but not alot ... its the seating place change ... they just change the looks of it ... the stores get new sign board ... i ate their chicken chop with egg ... wah the price increase -_- ... last time cheap cheap ... now -_- ... the food still taste the same ...

when i went sp i felt quite out of place ... i just felt its out of my generation already ... so while eating i though of my poly days ... ahhhh what a long time ago ... the things we did in poly ... the stupid but funny things we did in poly ... the so many many events that happened ... if i ever wish i was back to poly days ? ... nope ... i dun have such a wish ... life goes on ... kind of felt nostalgic ... of course its also a reminder of how much i have grown ... how fast time flies ... how much i've put behind ... ahhhh i missed those times ... 3 years ... alot things happened ... good or bad or whatever ... things that were regrettable ... things that should have happened but didn't for whoever knows what reason ...

maybe maybe maybe ...

food for though ...

2008-09-27T22:49:00.003+08:00

the book marley and me is wonderful ... its about a story of this guy and his family and his dog ... this book will teach you all alot of things and values in life ... eventhough its only a dog ... you can learn alot of things from its actions ... the dog was damn loyal to the owners and it doesn't question why you are doing it ... the dog enjoys what it was doing ... sometimes we can get punished for doing something but sometimes ... if the thing that you did brings you joy then the punishment is worth the joy ... another thing i learnt is ... how can we punish something that someone did if we never told them they can't do it ... but that is what society is doing ... that is what everyone is doing ... we punish people for what they are not taught ... but then how can we change what we have been doing for centuries ? ...

the outcome ...

2008-09-06T08:23:00.002+08:00

ahhhh ... now i see the outcome of limited punishment ... i realise that if we can't do too many things to them we will do something else ... since physical can't be done much then we play with their mental and their free time ... we are forced to do all these because we don't want to make out ill breed kind and they will suffer if they go to other places ... so drastic moves are needed since we are restricted ... oh well ... its so much different from the past ...

Wa allllllllllllllll eeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-08-31T13:10:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee va ... wally !!! ...

wall e is a great movie ... everyone should go and watch as it shows the future of planet earth and the future of humans ... i think that the movie very true ... can learn alot lessons from the movie ... one lesson is once you take your view away from something that you have been looking for years ... you'll bound to be surprise and astonish by what you'll see ... meaning if you keep doing or seeing something ... one day if you take your eye or mind out of that thing and look at other things you'll realise there are much more beautiful things out there ... just go watch the movie ... great movie ...

hmmm boring ...

2008-08-09T09:40:00.003+08:00

hmmm ... why is BY2 using my self created nick ^o^ ... copy me sia ... i started using it like ... dunno ... many years ago when i was still in sec school ... those #bandmusic irc ppl should know ... for those who dunno who is BY2 (like me) ... they are sg twins who form up a group ... i only know they exist when i watch guess x3 ... how unupdated i am ...

anyway ... long time no blog ... why ? ... too lazy ... and alot things cannot say so what i can say is limited ... oh yeah ... wed got 'jc' visit but hor ... i only see 1 jc which is yjc ... the other 2 schools are dunman high and nus high ... dunno why they still call it jc visit ... it was fun seeing young kids playing with camo -_- ... officer did a good job entertaining them ... then i realise something ... i think i got pretty girl phobia ... whenever i see a pretty girl ... i can't think ... i'll get nervous and basically ... can't think ... dunno why ... then i will become shy ... yes i know at my age shy ??? ... but hey its human nature ... anyway nth to say le ...

3rd disappointment ...

2008-05-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm once again i disappoint myself again ... 3rd bloody time ... won't it ever end ... this time it happened on the MRT with my friends ...

was on the way back towards boon lay from city hall with my friends then when the train about to close its doors ... this girl came in with her friend and sat opposite me and one of my friend ... at first before she came in i see ehh like not bad ... then when she came in and sit down then i see more ... ahhhhhh the eyesssssssss ... as usual i am crazy about eyes ... her eyes very nice ... really very nice ... just like the ice skating girl ... her smile is also very nice ... then was talking to my friend but my attention was on her all the way ... then i realise her eyes even more nicer ... omg ... i'm going crazy ... so thats the scenario ... now for the indepth thinking part ...

why hor this such event keep happening ... i dunno whats wrong le ... the feeling is not good ... really not good ... felt sad ... felt lost ... felt disappointed ... why why why ... but then hor ... in mrt leh ... how to do anything ... really can't do anything ... haiya ... i really dunno how ... someone save me ...

she wears something like a spaghetti shirt but its a dress like that and its black ... doesn't wear spec and have super wonderful and beautiful eyes ... a little chubby :X ... wears those standard female shoes and carries a Gucci hand bag ...

haiz ... what to do ... what to do ......................

seeing a stranger the 2nd time ? ...

2008-03-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

i wonder what is the probability of seeing a stranger again ... lets say you see this person somewhere ... then whats the chance of seeing that person again ? ... it might not need to be the same place ... it can be anywhere ... but what i think is the probability is close to 0% ... haven we all hoped to see that strange whom you accidently saw walking on the street or in that shop again and again ... humans are made this way ... something that we see that is nice or pleasant we will like to see again but then always can't see it the 2nd time ... why why why ...

hmm i also dunno why ... its just a random though ... but then really can't see again leh ... for those that know me well will know what the hell am i talking and what am i referring to ... of course it will always be a dream to see a stranger again ... but you might question ... what if you forgot how the stranger looks like ? ... what if even if you remember how that person looks like you might still miss that person when that person walk past ... we might not even notice it ... we might even totally forget about it when there's someone else to replace ... the other person might not be better than the first one but somehow the 2nd one gives you a deeper impression ...

so the best is be greedy and remember all ... how many times in your life can such things happen ... if we think back we will think we are dumb to ponder about seeing them the 2nd time but then ... its human nature ... we just can't let go and forget certain stuff ... its already inbuilt into us ... like a computer ... unless new data overrides it we will always have a data ... even if it is overwritten ... there will still be bits and pieces of the old data somewhere in our minds ...

so instead of trying to forget something ... why not live with it ... let it be a reminder for you ... let it remind you how dumb yet fun it was ... let it make you stronger and be happy that it did happen and you fully experienced it before ...

posting sucks ..,

2008-03-05T10:53:00.002+08:00

haiz ... i'm damn disappointed ... even after getting 2 downwards arrow and an umbrella i'm not happy ... infact i'm sad ... why the heck must i go to A ... henry went afs yet i'm stuck at A ... wth ? ... an aerospace student like me stuck in the army and can't go to airforce ... i feel so sad ... why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why am i stuck there ... it shows something ? ... wasted talent ... we won't get to a place that we can use our knowledge that we had learnt in the past to help the service ... yet we get to crappy places to do things that doesn't improve our previous knowledge ... i really dunno why ... of course if you ask me ... i rather not get any rank and go to airforce ... why ? ... my interest is there of course + its much more slack and much more less regimental than army ... + no 5bx and its 8-5 damn it ... and ... ahhhh crap ... i think this system must be improved ... but if its been used for years should it be already proven it works ? ... but it doesn't seemed to ... i just feel so disappointed in my posting ...

aftermath ...

2008-01-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm first field camp over ... dunno what to say sia ... but i'm disappointed in something ... if we can help each other and take care of section stuff together then why back in coy line we all can't do that ? ... in field camp under those shag conditions we can notice the stuff and bring along but back in coy line we can't do it ? ... i really disappointed ... i tried my very best to take care of them in field camp like getting food first ... ask for helmets off and to sit down ... offer to carry weapon ... do stuff for you guys ... but in the end ... back in coy line we all still can't help each other ... its just a bag and a metal pole ... why would we all miss it ? ... we are selfish ... yes i agree we all are ... but i really dun see the reason why in field camp we can do it yet coy line cannot ... i really dun understand ... yes i know partly is my fault for leaving it there ... but then again ... in field camp we can leave stuff around and ppl will take ... yet coy line we can't do that ? ... i really dunno what to say ... just disappointed ... i really hope that we all can really work together better ...

ehh ... no title ? ...

2008-01-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm dunno what happening to my internet connection ... sometimes can connect then sometimes cannot connect to the webby ... siao liao ... but also no time to go troubleshoot ... too busy le ... anyway this week was quite slack ... basically lectures and test only ... of course everyday got running de ... fast march hard sia ... cause make my leg pain zzzzzzz ... tmr go see MO le ... tahan for too long le ... yesterday do guard duty ... okay bah ... slacker than tekong there ... as in the job ... at least got aircon room to rest in ... then i realise muslim food not nice de ... in tekong muslim food nicer than non-muslim but here non-muslim nicer ... my shin really pain sia ... maybe OOC le ... really buay tahan ... tmr see what the MO say bah ...

SISPEC ...

2007-12-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

SISPEC is ... dunno what to say ... every morning 2km run ... then got do 4km endurance run and soc intro ... the 700m and 600m run is a killer ... really shag until wah ... can die ah ... but the food is much better than bmtc ... but the training must be tough if not cannot lah ... the bunk is bigger and good sia ... the shower is good ... when the weather hot the water is hot ... when weather cold ... the water also wun be as cold as bmtc one ... dunno why ... anyway only first week past ... hope no tekan pls ...

miseppointed and disarable ...

2007-12-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

okay i'm feeling miserable and disappointed in myself ... why ? ... first of all ... i didn't get into airforce ... so i'm kind of sad ... but then no choice suck thumb ... then 2ndly ... i have to do guard duty tmr so later booking in ... even more emo ... why i do guard duty ? ... cause thx to my buddy ... cause he forget bring thing so the sgt say i no ensuse ... okay lor wtf ... suck thumb ... so buddy you owe me not one but two !!! ... how come 2 ? ... cause two times lor ... first time okay i nth to say really no remind him ... 2nd time i remind him ... he say its in its in ... turn out not in ... so everyone i advise you to physically check to save your own ass ... but then again ... suck thumb ... no choice ... he's my buddy also cannot blame him ... so suck thumb ... so after these 2 rite ... i'm feeling soo damn emo ... so i decided to go out to take a walk ... walk at vivo there ... turn out it makes me miserable and disappointed ...

so i stop at outram and go NEL ... then i see a girl ... yes its always girls that make me miserable and disappointed ... so first glance hey not bad ... then go in train she stand opposite me ... plently of time to see her ... she wore a black shirt with i dunno what type of cutting and a dunno what colour demin skirt and she carry a bag which i also dunno what colour and long hair using a Nokia phone i think that can be slided ... there are weird colours that can't be described nowadays ... see and see and see and see even more and continue seeing until i'm like hey this girl is really good ... its what happen like the ice skating girl only its see for a short period of time ... so reach harbour front and we get out and poof off she goes to meet her friend ... so i'm in this mood where i'm thinking wtf i'm doing ... again and again ... i dun dare to approach girls ... this is the disappointed part ... so farking disappointed in myself ... then later while trying to find her in vivo i go best and i see another girl ... another disappointed ... i keep hanging around the printer area and see and see and keep seeing and see until cannot stop seeing until she's gone and poof ... she's wearing a white shirt with dunno what colour hot pants ... again and again and again ... so all in all ... so far as i can remember ... i'm disappointed in myself for 4 times already ... one is a girl at bugis that looks like my idol aya ueto ... 2nd one is the ice skating girl ... 3rd and 4th i just mention ... disappointing ... i can't approach girls ... sad ... very disappointing ... why can't approach ... cause i no guts ... i dun dare to ... i dun even dare to talk to them ... what am i doing ... why why why ... tell me why ... maybe in my whole life i'll never succeed in approaching a girl ...

so now ... why miserable ? ... cause i'm starting to think like ahbao ... "where's my girlfriend" ... i really think its cause of NS ... you see alot ppl talking on the phone with their girlfriend every night then you start to wonder ... what am i missing out ... something in your life is missing ... the element of a other party ... its not present in our life ... then you see couples on the street you think again ... what is happening ... something is missing again ... a love that was supposed to be there but not there ... its ... lets say still not here ... we are here at this point of time where our primal urges start to kick in ... its what i'm lacking now ... so my primal urges is wanting something ... something some ppl have and hard to get ... thats why i feel miserable ... and of course its cause IF i maybe approach a girl and hey it works out ... so at least i wun feel that miserable rite ... at least i know i did managed to approach a girl and it worked ... maybe it can go further ... but whatever ... its not happening ... NS kills us all ... okay ... not us but me only ... i'm think i'm going insane soon ... farkkkkkkkkkkk ... 10pm meet friend to book in ... bb ...

SISPEC ...

2007-12-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh ... SISPEC is where i will be heading to ... sad ... i want airforce de ... but too bad ... oh well ... nth to say ... cause sad lah ...

end of BMT life ...

2007-12-13T16:38:00.000+08:00

BMT is over !!! ... WHEEEEEE ... finally 3 mths over ... so happy lor ... cause got block leave :X ... anyway these 3 mths was okay ... fun but also not fun ... i tell you all ... in NS rite its the ppl there that will make your life happy and fun de ... without them NS would be very boring ...

first of all i would like to say some stuff that i found out in the 3 mths ... some things i find abit dumb ... lets say 1 guy do something wrong ... like move in a file or whatever ... then they must punish the whole lot ... i reallyyyyyy don't understand why ... shouldn't they punish the one that is in the wrong only ? ... if you say no then something is wrong with you :X ... the army boast their meritocracy system ... where you will be awarded if you do good and 'condemmed' if you didn't do well ... so if those ppl who didn't move in a file get punished then wouldn't it not go hand in hand with the meritocracy system ? ... punishing ppl who are in the right ... yes you might think that its hard to pick out those who move ... so you have to punish all rite ... but then can't they based it on personal integrity ? ... lets say you move in a file and the sgt caught you ... so as a form of personal integrity you ownself down lah ... its just like owning up to something ... it will build a person character too ... the others who see it will also learn from the lesson ... so lets say if that person doesn't want to own up and the sgt knows that he did wrong ... then that person will get even more punishment ... wouldn't this be a good idea ? ... cause its really killing the whole flock just because of one black sheep ...

another thing is guard duty ... i really really dun understand why must do guard duty ... there are RP for a reason ... and if you say not enough RP rite but can't be ... i ask so many ppl and they say they want to be MP and if i'm not wrong some of MP will go RP ... so they should put some RP there ? ... cause i was thinking ... the 7 hours of uninterrupted rest ... all recruits need that for a safe training rite ... so those who do guard duty can't have that ... and thus = not safe training ... yes they do wear a tag but wth ... it will still kill them ... yes we are given until like 11am to rest but then sometimes after guard duty will have events that cannot be skipped ... so its kind of wtf ... you can't sleep much for the whole night and your rest is taken away which means even more unsafe training ... and sometimes your sgt like to kill you by giving stand by area ... so also can't rest ... so tell me wtf ??? ... we as recruits will feel very tired and will be unfit for training but sometimes suck thumb still must go ... so no choice ? ...

one more thing is cold water !!! ... maybe its me only lah ... but dun think so ... i hate cold water -_- ... after you bathe you feel so cold ... after fall sick how ... so also not good ... yes they will say make you get used to cold weather cause field camp all those is cold at night blah blah blah ... but wtf ... 3 mths and i'm still not used to cold water ... well i will never get used to it ... maybe should get excused from cold water and weather ...

another thing is stand by area ... why must stand by area ... just to check if your area is damn clean or not rite ? ... but then whats the point ? ... checking areas like under the cupboard ... under the bed that frame ... under the chair ... windows ... i really find it pointless ... under cupboard for what sia ... its not like rats will live there ... that frame of the bed also wtf ... i really dunno why must check that areas ... its not my sgt that do that only leh ... its written in the booklet that is in the bunk ... so really i dunno what is the real reason for stand by area ... if you say too much dust cause asthma then bullshit ... main land more dusty than my bunk ...

hmm other than that i dun see anything else to write ... anyway the first 3 mths is okay ... the starting you will find very tough ... but as training progress you will feel it gets easier and easier ... last time was really omgwtf ... but now ... hey chicken feet ... maybe it shows that the starting they push you is good ... it trains you up ... but not exactly progressive ... but still good ... hmmm ... other than that ... NS is fun with your bunk mates your plt mates and the sgts ... they joke with you ... play around with you ... tekan you for some stupid stuff ... the wonderful canteen and e-mart breaks ... eventhough the stuff is x but better than nothing ... maybe the worse thing is camo on camo off ... you do already sure damn emo ... the crappy recruit night ... yeah i'll talk about it later ... super crappy one ... other than that ... its good that 3 mths gone ... so PLS POST ME TO AIRFORCE !!! ... pls pls pls ... pray pray pray ...

recruit night is a total disaster ... cause it sucks big time ... really wtf ... actually supposed to be ppl from MDC come de but wtf ... it became a recruit performance ... really really damn disappointed ... its just recruit performances ... really boring ... everyone in my plt was disappointed to the max ... even the sgt also disappointed ... can't they just go ahead with the MDC ... sad ... maybe one of the worse events of BMT ... sucks ...

i shall end of my 3 mths here !!! ... events for block leave !!! WAHAHAHAH ... i need more free timeeeeeeeeee ...

IPPT : Silver ...

2007-12-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

yay !!! finally got SAFRA talk ... really finally ... see the power of my nick ... unbeatable ... anyway ... this week quite slack ... well its supposed to be slack ... the miracle thing is i got silver for IPPT !!! ... wahahahaha ... its a real miracle cause i didn't had any training for 3 weeks straight ... and i managed to get silver ... rofl ... really rofl ... a real miracle huh ... and something interesting is ... my 2.4km improve from the first cat test of 1159 to now 1117 ... and ... i did a total of like only 4 or 5 30:60 and 0 60:120 ... lol ??? ... of course i got do agr ... but its like less than 10 ? ... what a joke ...

and yes ... POP SOON !!! lololol ... of course happy lah ... can get out of tekong le ... airforce pls ... ahhhh i can't wait to get my block leave ...

2 more weeks to POP !!! ...

2007-11-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

woooooo ... 2 more weeks to POP !!! ... lololol ... anyway ... for the past 2 weeks i've been slacking alot ... my attire goes like this ...

5BX : Admin
Str training : Admin
AGR : Admin
30:60 or 60:120 : Admin
SOC : Admin
Lunch : Admin
Lecture: Admin
Gym : Admin

everything we do i'm in my admin attire !!! wheeeeeee ... only for the photo taking then i'm in my no. 4 with sandals ... good life ? ... yeah ... cause i managed to read finish 1 book again ... but this coming week i'm back to training ... after 3 weeks of training i'm sure my running is down the drain ... but my pull up still working well ... one of my sir there said something about status personnel which i find interesting ... "we give you status not for you to recover but for your condition not to get worse" ... so lets think ... if we dun recover then we will get status all the way throughout bmtc life ? ...

and just now band audition ... wah super far ... at yishun then nvm ... still have to walk damn far away lah ... dunno why they put the place so deep in -_- ...

slackkkkk ...

2007-11-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

wheeee book out book out ... lol ... this whole time in camp from fri night to today was slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ... why ? ... excuse boots and foot wear ... thx to ingrown toe nail ... i tell you its really slack ... i finish my book okay ... 470+ pages ... hmm forgot what i want to say ... oh yeah ... my sergeant told us they saw tammy ... yeah the famous nyp one ... cause got poly visit ... but we didn't see any poly ppl ... sad ... yay sunday book in ... still got excuse ... oh btw i got called to go SAF band audition -_- ... wth sia ... i didn't even say i want sia ... must be cause of i write my cca is band then they ask me go ... oh well ... see how it'll turn out ...

Field camp OVER !!! ...

2007-11-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh field camp is over !!! ... lucky its not as tough as i expected ... i really expected alot shit but turn out not much shit leh ... actually hor in field camp the stuff we do is okay ... those forest training blah blah blah ... but there's one thing that is worse than all the tekaning ... really worse ... which is to dig shell script ... thats where we all saw hell ... really *#&(*%(*#^$&^ ... freaking hard to dig lah ... zzzzzzzz ... dig until you very tired and everywhere pain ... totally exhausted ... i really dunno how to survive sia ... then while digging the heat rash comes in ... super itchy !!! ... how the hell can we dig ... oh well ... but after dig finish ... then more hell comes ... freaking hell it rained at night ... wtf ... i was like soooooooooo damn cold ... i never felt that cold before in my entire life ... even with the raincoat on i still felt cold ... very cold ... then nvm to add on to it ... the wild boar came ... and the whole night you hear "wild boar spotted helmets on" ... that was the worse night i ever experienced ... really bad night ... actually the whole field camp is okay de ... the training is fun ... you get to run around and shoot shoot ... really fun de ...

oh and the thing about combat ration ah ... i got no idea why ppl so scared of it ... maybe last time was really bad lah but our field ration was niceeeeee ... except 1 pack which sucks like hell ... the dessert peanut paste is totally crap and it looks like the mud we see on the floor ... yucks ... other than that ... the other rations was nice ... the accessories pack was good but hor ... most ppl say fruit bar nice leh ... but i dun think its nice ... oh well ... basically field camp makes you full of mud and stuff and the last day BIC was wow ... tiring ... the leopard crawl is freaking hard ... you can see its going to end but you're like moving at a very slow paceeeeeeeeeee ... but i'm happy field camp is OVER !!! ... i dunno how i survived through but i managed to ... its a miracle ...

anyway after field camp i reported sick cause my big toe got something ... it turns out to be ingrown toe nail and was send to changi hospital to operate it ... wah i tell you the anestatic (spelling ?) was pain !!! ... wtf sia ... the poke your toe there 3 needles ... wah painnnnnnnnnnnn ... but the feeling after that was nice lol ... your toe feel so numb that you dunno whats happening to it ... anyway so this turns out to be ATT C 1 week ... and then ex boots/footwear for 2 weeks after ATT C ends ... LONG !!! ... dieeeeeeeeeeee ... the only time i can go out during ATT C is weekends ? and when i have to change my dressing at a polyclinic every other day ... which means 2 days once ... i dunno must change until when sia ... maybe i think until stitches removed then can stop the dressing changing ? ... which is 2 weeks later ... ahhhhh ... how bad ... oh well ... thats all i want to say ...

week 5 ...

2007-10-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

ahhhh ... i passed my range ... night shot really hard to see ... and somehow cookhouse food everyday standard different ... field camp next week !!! ... sure tio tekan alot one ... why ? ... cause its T ...

4th week ...

2007-10-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh ... 4th week !!! ... yes yes ... which means 9 weeks more to POP !!! ... anyway ... why taurus ALWAYS the last one to book out !!! ... last week last ... today also last ... wtf wtf ... and we always have the cook house for ourself ... we want early book outs and late book ins !!! ... the food sucks today ... and i'm really very sick of breakfast ... the porridge is okay ... i dun mind eating that everyday ... but the rest is really crap ... we need better food !!! ... and can training be more slack abit ??? ...

week 3

2007-10-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh ... week 3 has just passed ... which means ... 10 more weeks !!! ... lets talk about the food in there ... well thats the only thing i can talk about rite ... actually i'm quite sick of the breakfast ... its like so boring ... the food very repeated ... really getting bored of it ... lunch and dinner ... well ... okay lor ... eventhough repeated but then got more variety ... as in like the cycle of repeat is longer than breakfast ... so wun get bored easily ... just now lunch de soup was terrible ... the supposingly cream of mushroom ... taste like ... OMG sia ... i can tell you its the worst soup ever lol ... really bad ... okay ... nth else can say le ...

National Service ...

2007-09-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

NS ... is well ... NS lor ... alot things cannot say ... so i will not say much ... 2 weeks confinement is really like 2mths ... the first few days hor ... i really not used to it sia ... haven sink into the fact that i have to serve NS for 2 years ... really weird ... i can't talk about any training plans cause not allowed but i supposed talking about the food there is allowed rite ... all vege = horrible ... thats all i will say ... can't say alot things lah ... so limit bah ... tiring bah ... but good chance to build my body up ... make lots of shapes lol ... and since i have sink into the existence of NS ... i will really try my best in every training ... i want go sispec cause can go taiwan !!! ... it will be a good motivation sia ... anyway nth to say le ... alot things cannot say and i will not say ... oh yeah ... every morning ... the SAF 7 core values are .................................. half full water bottle drink up !!! ...

soon the time to serve ...

2007-09-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

ahhh ... soon going into ns le ... hope it'll be fine ... so lets recall back ... how i spent my mths after poly ended ...

poly ended at april ... i think ... so i've been slacking since then ... playing games everyday ... then every sat go out walk walk ... see girls ... eat toriq ... ahhhh ... all those normal stuff ... then went hk in june ... was fun ... but didn't meet what i expected ... so later its july went to find job ... disappointing ... first it was that stupid F&N with the stupid shift and the stupid job ... really nth to say ... its not for humans to do ... but some really don't have a choice and must do it ... its like going into ns and do some crappy stuff and you can't quit cause you got no choice ... so well ... at least i only do for like 3 days ... its hell ... really hell ... so after that really scared of the agent -_- ... gave wrong info about F&N to me ... so next job was at storbest ... was told driver ... in the end ... become warehouse helper ... F&N case was screw bottle caps with 3-4 hours OT and can claim transport back ... in the end ... its pack milk cartons at a fast speed non-stop in a freezer with 8 hours OT and 8 hours of rest and the cycle starts again with no transport claim (cause bus services started when your OT ended) ... bah ... am i unlucky or what ... sooooo nvm ... next job was for DHL ... packing stuff for watsons ... the job is only ... only the management is rushing the hell out of you and they are like spying on you forever ... and they want you to do very fast with 0 mistakes ... oh well ... time is money ... but i supposed wrong goods is not money ...

so after that = SLACK !!! ... slacking is fun ... but tiring ... what we did through the whole slacking period ... after js and yg stopped working ... its walk walk + movie + cycling + ice skate ... hmm ice skate ... anyway ... nth much lah hor ... we are a boring bunch of ppl ... so well yeah ... ns soon ... hope things will go well ... and bye bye to my dearest pink IC ... can't use it to slap ppl for 2 years ...

Secret ... shhhhhhhhhhhh ...

2007-09-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

hmm the movie secret is ... hmmm well ... not exactly a secret ... i dun even think its a secret ... its just like something that is not known ... but its a nice movie after all ... the concept is new ... and the piano pieces in the movie is nice ... nice music ... other than that ... nth much bah ... anthony wong is the only funny guy bah ... thats all i can say about secret since its supposed to be a secret rite ? ...

more than 2k results in friendster and i still can't find the ice skating girl !!! ... someone give me more ideas to search ...

the ice skating girl ...

2007-09-01T08:24:00.000+08:00

this is my first post at this blog ... dunno why this will be the first ... maybe its worth remembering bah ...

went ice skating with the usual on fri ... which is yesterday ... its was fun ... went in at 2pm ... came out at 7 pm ... lots of things happened ... we fell (except yg zzzzz he refuse to go fast and experience a fall) ... we sang ... we fed ... we knock on the walls ... we form chains ... we got to know who is js pri sch friend lol ... me and js talked about the pink colour girl ... i find she looked a bit like hebe from the side ... well actually we all talked about lots of girls there ... there's this white jacket with green shirt ... this blue one that js was talking about ... henry told us about a white one who was sitting outside ... and i who was just sight seeing unknowningly saw this girl ... a girl for me to drool over ... to yearn to talk to her ... to want to know her ... to want to look at her ... yet ... i didn't do anything ... why ? ... no courage ? ... yes i think really no courage ... never did i approach a girl before ... so ... it was i think kind of bad for me ... she was with a group of friends too ... and they are ... lets say much much better skaters than we are ...

at first it was js who told me about her coming into the place ... he said she had a cute smile ... but i didn't get to see her smile at that time ... i didn't notice her until quite some time ... i failed to notice her in the beginning ... it was until we stopped at the inner wall (thx to yg who kept grabbing the wall ...) then i look to the left ... i saw her ... a girl in white jacket making her fringe down ... like what alot of girls will do ... then i realise ... ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! ... it struck me ... her eyes ... those eyes ... were ... indescribable ... its literally more than words ... the more i look the more i go deeper into looking ... i told yg " wah that girl there ... the eyes very nice " ... he just kept saying " where where " ... then she skate past ... that was the first encounter ...

so after awhile ... she completed one round and stop at her usual spot ... of course i was enjoying the eye candy ... who wouldn't ... so we continued to skate ... talking about skating ... i perfer them playing chinese songs than those english de ... chinese songs more romantic ... really a booster to skate faster ... falling down is another story ... back to story ... every time i past that spot ... i would take a glance at her ... i always did ...

this time ... thx to yg again ... we stop at the outer wall that is close to the entrance ... she came to that area ... that was the best encounter ... she was practicing her ... dunno what its called ... its what ppl do when they scrape the ice ... also a way to brake fast ... so she's going to and fro on the right wall at the counter there ... that was where i'm seriously staring at her ... that was where i saw her better ... that was where more of her dwell onto me ... her eyes were really a beautiful pair ... was really nice ... i really can't describe ... and then i realise there's more of her than just her eyes ... her hair ... NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... ARGH ... somethings just can't be put into words ... so i shall leave it in my mind ... somehow ... maybe i should have secretly took a photo at that time ... but ... i didn't thought of it >< ... sad ... real sad ... too bad ... then we skate off ending the second encounter ... so we continued to turn in circles and she returned back to her 'resting' spot which is the inner wall there ... after awhile ... she took off her jacket ... wah ... lucky the place is cold ... if not i would have melted into liquid ... a black spag she wore ... but somehow ... she went into the ring ... then walk out again ... i was disappointed lah ... cause cannot see her ... she went to sit at the bench at the far left dunno do what there ... she seems sad ... so after a long while she went back into the ring ... yay can see her again ... this time ... most of the time she just hanging out with her friends at the wall there ... once in a while she would skate 1 round then stop ... i'm always trying to catch her :X ... too bad i can't catch up with her ... i'm too slow >< ... oh well ... 1 reason is cause i was tired ... at least she was my motivation to keep going on ... hey every round i get to see her ... somehow she wore her jacket back ... i didn't even see her leave the ring ... maybe i was dreaming ... oh ya ... sometimes when i skate past her 'resting' spot ... i would see her smile ... now i know why js say its cute ... cause its really KAWAII !!!!!!!!!! ... as usual there isn't enough words to describe ...

so we stopped at around the mid outer wall to talk to henry siti and ching si ... that was where ... she went past again ... this time ... she didn't went that fast ... so i really had a good look at her ... haiz ... can't describe lah ... humans should come out with more words to describe ... its was around 6+ pm at that time ... and that slight period of time created the third encounter ...

somehow she and a few friends went to the inner wall close to the entrance ... i guess it makes no difference rite ... since every round i can still see her ... i saw her fall once at that area while practicing ... oh well ... what happened after she fell shall not be said ... its 7pm and it means something ... time to leave the ring ... which means ? ... i think you all know ... i dun need to say ... we left the area but she was still there ... its like my yume was over ... my heaven was gone ... my eyes was shattered ... so until we went imm to eat ljs ... then reality sink in ... i can't talk to her anymore ... i can't know her anymore ... i can't look at her anymore ... anything about her ... i can't ... its like depression sia ... thx to my friends for not trying to make it worse ... and maybe i made them worried but its not over !!! ... reality can take a long time to sink in ... even if it sinked in ... it can still go deeper ... haiz ...

now ... you all must be wondering am i a total idiot or something ... why go crazy over 1 tree rite ... and whats sooooo good about someone that you dunno at all ... BUT ... its all nature ... it just happened ... but its gone ... maybe gone forever ... like yg said ... you yuan wu fen ... she's just ... beyond words ... anyway its a long time since i ever became like this ... that dome girl also not that big effect ... maybe cause i keep looking at this girl ... its been a long long time ... and hey at least its a singapore girl and not a taiwan girl :X ... there's still hope for sg ? ... maybe maybe ...

this time i really regretted ... but then even so ... what can i do ... i can't approach her rite ... and even if i did ... what to say ... come to this type of things i'm totally clueless ... i wun know what to do next ... so maybe after all is my fault ? ... its what i created that destroyed me ... oh well ... better luck next time ... thx for reading ... peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

12 reasons why i looked at her ...
1. her eyes
2. her smile
3. her hair
4. her skating
5. her looking (how she look at ppl)
6. her features
7. her style
8. her attire
9. her innocence
10. her happiness
11. her carefreeness

12. her everything