the situation now cannot be resolved ... and i can't turn back time to fix things ... it has turn into something which i can't control or do anything about ... so i can only leave it as it is ... no one is to be blame but myself ... because of my inability to understand and communicate better ... and of course its due to the things i say, which is deteriorating day by day, i just couldn't say normal stuff anymore ... but to me, i don't think i'm giving out any wrong ideas ... maybe its how they inteprete ... i dunno ... and i will NEVER know ... no one ever tell me ...
if you ask if i regret ? ... i can say yes and no ... because i got no idea where i went wrong ... i seriously thought everything was going well ... but it turns out whatever that happened 1 mth plus ago is just my misconception ... maybe i really can't learn ... maybe i'll always be stuck there ... maybe i'll never be able to climb out again ...
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